Shan's pov
It's been a week since I met the charmer girl. I managed to say hi severally but her responses were cold. One day expecting her to initiate the greetings and letting ego take the better part of me, I was disappointed. Maybe she wasn't as interested as I pictured it. Thoughts of her have been flooding my head.
Today I'm just hanging out within the school Gazebo with wifi just as an excuse and disruption. I just want to stay outside my head. I have also been thinking about Bella. I'm tired of trying to act savior. Yes I do pity her and yes I do wanna help but how can I help someone who's poisoned her mind with thoughts that she's toxic!! I just don't know how to move on yet but I have to move on. Maybe that's why I'm just interested in this Charmer girl. I ain't sure if it's just "the moving on and falling in love quickly" character of mine or it's a lust.
I may be busy thinking about her and she's so straight. I should find a distraction maybe. That would make me forget her and forget about Bella too. Right in front of me passes a pretty girl from my neighboring room. She's hot I guess a better disruption yk. I could maybe confront her. Again I have been seeing her stealing glances at me. I'm sure she's equally interested.
Just then a girl responds to my status. She enjoyed what I had posted as it was funny. To me too actually. Her name's Clara. We started our convos there and then. I discover that she's in the same school as I am. I am so obsessed with finding a distraction that I start flirting along. She promises to visit me the following day. I'm happy atleast I have found someone than my charmer whom I only see once after a long while, assuming to be in love with someone who doesn't even know my name.
It's been four hours with me here at the Gazebo and it's time I go get some shopping and supper. Too bad Eric isn't around. Well he's my only entrusted friend. Yes I am social but awkwardly choosy with friends. I'll walk alone today.
Just after shopping I enter school remembering I hadn't bought something to have for super. I enter the school Cafeteria and join the queue of students waiting to buy food.
Nats pov
Tonight we're getting supper from the cafeteria with Kim. I just don't feel like getting something outside. The school Cafeteria is filled to pack and this gets me so bored but atleast I have Kim to talk to. I'm still pissed though. On entering I stand behind a girl wearing this familiar hut. Thanks to the mirrors plastered all around I see the stud girl. She's carrying her shopping bag and busy on her phone. Well she still looks pretty. Funny enough I can't afford to stop stealing glances. At least the boredom I was instilling is gone. Kim on the other hand is joking as always. I couldn't hesitate to laugh out loud.
She faces back looks at me smiles and turns back to her phone. I smile broadly.
Kim: (whispering) her again?
Nat: who is her?
I know who she's referring to I just don't want her to notice the excitement I usually have around this girl. I steal a glance only to meet her eyes.
Kim: I know you too well Nat... You're liking her right?
Nat: Kim you of all the people know very well I am seeing someone and I love her.
Kim: But you can still be growing feeling for her!!
She says pointing at the stud who's now buying food. Jeez I even hadn't noticed we were next in line. They've been so quick in serving. My mind jumps off to remember tomorrow is Friday....a day to party. I cannot wait to go clubbing with my friends. We get served and on leaving from the cafeteria I try to trace the stud but there are too many people and again it's dark. Maybe Kim is right I like her. Or maybe it's because she just amaizes me. The excitement will definitely end soon. It's about three weeks so we can break for the holidays.
Shan's pov
I enter my room. I place my shopping inside the closet. Thank Goodness my roommate isn't around. I hope she stays out late or even sleeps out. I don't like her as much yk. I bang my closet door and hold my fingers to form a fist. Just when I think I am about to forget the charmer and my almost love almost obsession she appears. Oh Lord! What do you want with me! I lean against the closet my mind shifting all around the scenario of us staring at each other.
Her stares at me show some interest. At other times, her actions, her acting cold just say otherwise. Again she had a rainbow wrist band. Not certain buh in a way she must be gay. I don't know if I should try harder to get her attention or just let it slide along. I wish I never met her at first. Well she really makes me happy and sort of sad not seeing her. Should I explain how I feel around her, tongue tied, shivers, butterflies, dumbstruck, frozen, goosebumps all over my body at times I even feel like we communicate without having to say a word to each other. It's just the single stare , I dipped both legs, taking no caution and now I'm sunken deep. I'm withdrawn from my thoughts by the beep of my phone. I take it from my shorts pocket and oooh it's Clara.
Clara: Heyy...is it wierd for me to say I miss you already coz I do.
Not to brag but it's funny how people get so addicted to me. Why not the charmer? I take a seat and place my phone on the table. I take out my food and start eating. I then take my phone to respond to Clara. Well I do love flirting and ion waste it on anyway but for the cost of forgetting the charmer girl I'll have to flirt along. I reply to her text with a "It's just funny that you're not here to warm my bed". Dang this flirting is all I need to do rynna.
I am having my exams next week and that doesn't seem to bother me. I'm just here thinking of how to unsee a girl I've been crushing on for two months. A girl whom I've met countable times, a girl who's name I don't know, who's details ik of is just her being beautiful. A girl that I'm not sure if she likes me too. A girl I must and should forget.
After eating I brush my teeth change into my pajamas and get on bed. I watch Queer.rious episode 5, get sleepy and doze off. Too bad I can't shut off my mind.
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I woke up to find my roommate cuddling with her boyfriend. I really hate her boyfriend like totally. He never understands the fact that he's gotta excuse himself when it's time to shower but well I got my way through showered and dressed when he was still there. It's afternoon and I was expecting Clara. At least I'll be having someone to keep me busy as this love birds were romanticizing. I had already had my breakfast and lunch.
A few minutes later someone knocks. My roommate opens the door as I am busy playing Episodes on my phone. I risee my face to see Clara. Atleast I couldn't stop smiling. I take her out and we go to chill on the roof top we talk about a lot apart from our agreement. I personally want to initiate a kiss buh the thought of catching people's attention just made me let it slide. We spend time together till late evening. I walk her towards the school gate and wave her goodbye. I remember I had a classmate I had to hang out with. From the gate I head to her room. We get to chill and know each other. She walks me to my room where she gets bored just because of my roommate. For sure this girl is definitely a vibe killer.
We later head out buy fries for dinner and go out separate ways. I definitely enjoyed hanging out with her... Uuuh her name's Tess. A complete opposite of me or also extra of me buh definitely awesome so chill and hyper at the same time. Heading back to my room for the normal sleeping routine....
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AMMALIATRICE "THE CHARMER"
Подростковая литература"It all started with her eyes. Her thin almond eyes that gave me a seductive gaze. The view wasn't clear with my earphones so I had to remove them to get a clearer view. Well seeing such a beautiful soul standing close to me, made me forget that I l...
