1st chapter - Promisses

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●Last day of Kindergarden●

-You have to promise me!- Said a 6 year old girl in front of me, wich I'm quite aqquainted to.

-I promise you, Natalia.- I afirmed with a great conviction.

We said that holding each other's pinkys.

We tried everything, but our parents had already decided that we weren't going to the same school. I couldn't keep in touch since non of us had cellphones at that time. And since then...we never saw each other again.

"I promise to never let a boy influence our relationship!"-Natalia

Little did I know boys weren't going to influence my romantic choices in life. Why? Because by the time I was in 8th grade, I discovered I liked girls.

It's a funny story, actually. I never dated anyone, I though boys were unatractive and I didn't knew why. And one day a girl from my class, Gina, came to me and asked: "Have you ever dated anyone" and obviously I said "no".

-"Do you want to try making out then?"- She asked in the biggest innocence.

-"Making... out?"- I was confused, since I never dated or were intrested in doing so, my knowlege about this things were... 0/10.

After this she explained it were just kisses here and there without an attachment and I though: "It doesn't hurt to try"

My first kiss was in a school bathroom making out, some people make the first kiss a big deal but I don't really care about it. (After this, me and Gina stopped beacuse we didn't like each other and making out wasn't our thing) It was an experience, and I liked it. I liked the kiss. From then I just knew I liked girls, I know it's...wrong, but I feel so right liking them...
After my sexual awakening I decided to search about this feeling, completly unknown to me.

I figured I am a Lesbian.

I've read many storys about revealing your sexuality that came out wrong, so i think you can guess I still haven't come out of the closet. I don't know if I ever will.

Today I'm 20 years old and ran out of school as soon as I could to come work at Starbucks, it's so tiring, but atleast they give me a free drink per month!

Everything's fine! I like this here...

-Rhea! Stop talking to yourself and come help me with this costumer! I'm busy.

-Coming!

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