Why is love difficult. is there even any point in it. you love people that are not ment to be with you. you get this fear that you will do something to mess it up. but then you do. you are scared, lost, confused. You think everytime you are with someone, they are the one. but turns out, they are not, or you ruin your wonderful relationship with the person you truely and deeply love. you push them away, become lonely, depressed, and when its too late, its like a light switch turned off. mabye there is no such thing as a soul mate. mabye its all a myth. or you just marry just too marry. mabye your not suppose to marry. or be with anyone. mabye your cursed from the day you are born. beautiful, quiet, deadly... true love will never happen again. there was only so many chances. so much pain. but mabye in the end... there is no point. you cant be with the one you love. so might as well love no more.
