Born to meet

Right decision?

Standing outside of the Institute was something i never thought would happen again. I was nervous, what if they sent me to jail? But i had to persevere since i couldn't run away for the rest of my life. The three shadowhunters stood there waiting for me to take everything in. Little did they know i've been here countless times. Taking a deep breath i give them a nod and the blond one opens the door. Walking inside i see many technological machineries and devices used for finding people or helping fight. Hopefully they don't need them for me. Once un the main room i see someone i hadn't seen in a long time.

"Hotch?"- i manage to gasp. I couldn't believe that he would be here after everything that he has done. I mean i didn't think i would have the guys to be here but he seems to have been here for quite some time now from the looks of it.

"Eli..how is it possible? You were supposed to be dead"- he whispered the last part though not very low since i heard.

"I can't believe you would be here after all the monstruosities you've done. Do you think i have forgotten all the things you did alongside Valentine to torture me? The way that you would laugh and mimick my crying everytime i would beg for mercy."- i said while advancing ar him with a purple hue comino out of my hand that only increased in size as i kept talking.

"I'm sorry i didn't know the pain i was raising you then i was blinded by his lies. In all honesty you were very weak to him that's why he decided to use you to at least put you to some use."- he said while looking at me with hatred.

"What did you just say?"- i realised my hand prepared to shoot him.

"Hotch what are you doing?"- said the Izzy with a sad and confunde look. She glanced at me briefly witt simpathy in her eyes.

"Saying the things i should have said years ago. Valentine always preferred hoy over us trying to make you something else entirely. A creation. But you were just some weak little girl who wanted her dad to love her to care for her. I was glad when i had the chance to kill him you should've seen his face when i stabbed him. His pain and betrayal were the only things that remained after. Now i will finish my master's work while i enjoy it."' He said grabbing a seraph blade.

"Hotch stand down and you won't suffer a higher penance than the one you deserved years ago."- said Jace.

Without answering Hotch made a run at me and tried to stab me but i deflected his word with my powers and kicked his blade out of his hands. For a shadowhunter he wasn't a good one. I threw a ball of purple at him and missed by an flinched since he dodged it. Once again i threw another one and this one met its match sending him flying into a bunch of weapons. I threw another one and another one and couldn't seem to control myself. I had all this pent up anager inside of me that was begging me to be ler out. It was itching to cause chaos to kill him and i might just let it. I was preparing myself to end him when i hear the shout of my, at the moment, favourite shadowhunter who seems more worked for me than Hotch.

"Eli please don't kill him let us take him for interrogation and you can be free. Nobody needs to die today. You can leave without fearing to be persecuted."- He said staring directly at my eyes. I didn't know what to think i mean i've been thinking for years wars of killing Hotch and now there is a guy begging me to let him live. Offering me freedom.

"Take him away from me or i swear i will kill him"- i said not taking my eyes off of Hotch.

"Jace take him and interrogate him"- said the hot Jonas Brother while walking towards me.

"Are you okay?"- he said.

"Shocked"- i managed to say while still running many things through my head.

"You did good, it must hace been very hard to hear something like that. If you ever need to talk don't doubt about calling for my help."- said Izzy with a friendly smile.

I feel this kind of pull towards Izzy. I can't decipher what it is. Dame thing happens with Alec. I don't know what to feel my minds jumbled right now.

"Thank you that means a lot. Um i should be going now. I need some space."- i said.

"Why don't you stay?"- they said at the same time.

"You could stay in my room".- they said at the same time, again. Don't know if it's creepy or cute.

"Sure, i guess. Izzy would you mind me staying at yours?"- i said nervously.

"Not at all, come with me. I'll show you a good time"- she said winking at me and sticking her rogue out to her brother with a mischievous glint un her eyes.

"Have a good night Alec i'll see you tomorrow"- feeling disappointed that i couldn't be with both of them. And from the looks of it Alec was upset that he couldn't spend the night with me.

"See you tomorrow Eli"- he said with a sad face but trying to smile so i wouldn't feel bad about choosing Izzy.

And with that we left to Izzy's room.