!toxic matt: arguments

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by audr3y__

by audr3y__

angst
tw: mentions of s3x, alc0hol, abuse, nudes, SA, rape

matt is not like this irl! this is for the sake of the oneshot :)

your pov:

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!" i scream at my boyfriend matt.

"NOT MY FUCKING FAULT YOU DONT EVER WANT TO HAVE SEX, PLUS I WAS DRUNK." he yells back. considering his height, it gets hard arguing with matt but this time i'm standing my ground.

last night we went to a party and i was sent a video of matt and some girl having sex together. while i was in the room next door. today i decided to confront him about it.

"IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOU WERE DRUNK OR COMPLETELY SOBER, EITHER WAY YOU STILL CHEATED!" i fumed. i was so pissed. 3 years. 3 fucking years down the drain. and guess what! he didn't care. he admitted to it. no shame at all.

"YOU BITCH." he hissed, bringing his hand up and slapping me.

i was shocked. in all the times we've gotten into arguments it's never gone this far. he's never laid a hand on me. ever.

i turn to look at him and i don't see matt. i see pure hatred. his iconic hair is still there, but his eyes are narrow, eyebrows furred, jaw clenched, and he's biting the inside of his cheek.

"leave." he says, "now."

"matt i-" i start

"LEAVE." he yells.

at first i felt bad, almost sorry. but then i remembered what he just did. he fucking slapped me. nobody slaps me, i don't give a shit who you are.

i storm to the bedroom and start packing. who does he think he is? laying his hands on me like that?! i finish packing my clothes and go to our bathroom to grab my stuff there. while i'm there, i call up my friend and tell them to come pick me up. when i go out, i see that matt is sitting in the living room, watching tv.

i walk over to the door not acknowledging him, he doesn't seem to care either.
when i get to the door, i hesitate.

"well what the fuck are you waiting for?" he snaps, "leave."

i turn to look at him and see that he's already standing infront of me. i then bring my leg up, hitting him in the nuts, and i walk out the door. leaving.

matt pov:

they just kicked me in my balls. what a dumb bitch. i know i shouldn't have had sex with someone else but they never want to have sex. in our 3 year relationship we've had sex 2 times. two fucking times. and both those times i had to do a full day of convincing to do it.

they never send nudes at all. so i always have to get my friends to send me their girlfriends nudes. they were such a whore. who the fuck has sex barely once every year?! is fucking too much to ask for? all they wanted to do was cuddle and shit. and all i wanted to do was fuck.

this is so freaking bad 😭
i wrote this at like 2 last night. please don't be a silent reader! people commenting is what helps me with motivation! love you all💗💗

-audr3y