I Want Him. | Stutters

°• ~ Part Thirteen ~•°

Stan's POV

I sat there against my bedroom door as I stared at the blank space ahead of me. I just had to go and fucking ruin everything. I lost Kyle, now I also lost Butters.

What the fuck is wrong with me..?

I sighed as I shut my eyes and got lost into my own thoughts. Which was fucking stupid. Since I kept overthinking about bullshit. How nice would it be if you could just shut your thoughts the fuck up, at least for a couple of hours.

I reopened my eyes and looked around for a moment. My eyes went straight towards my liquor bottles. I tried to keep myself away from it, especially for Butters. I wanted to do better for myself. But now, what's the point?

I slowly stood up and walked over to my bed then sat down as I leaned forward and grabbed the bottle then sat back up. I stared at the full bottle.

"Whatever.." I mumbled as I yanked the damn lid off then tossed it away. I chugged the bottle halfway down. Once I finished, I sat back against the wall and stared at the wall. "Fuck.."

I known I was gonna regret this big time later.. But right now, I just need something to clear my goddamn head. It didn't take long for me to finish the first bottle then went for another one.

Butters POV

I stood there and made myself and Kenny a cup of tea. I peeked through the kitchen doorway and looked over at him. I didn't understand why he kept calling me that nickname. And why it sounded so familiar. "Buttercup." I whispered to myself as I moved myself away from the doorway and went to grab the cups for Kenny and myself.

Kenny looked up at me and gave me a wide smile. I sat the cups down on the table then sat beside him and leaned back. I watched Kenny leaned over and grabbed his cup. I looked away for one second until I heard hissing noises. I turned my attention back towards him as he put his cup back down. "Son of a bitch burnt my tongue." He said with a pout as he sat back.

I tried my best not to laugh, but I couldn't help but smile as I rested my elbow against the couch while looking at him. "You gotta be careful."

Kenny nodded, then we just sat there in silence. I'm not even sure how long we sat there in silence. I opened my mouth to speak up until Kenny interrupted me. "How did you get that scar on your eye?" He asked in a gentle voice.

I made a face for a moment. He looked at me then pointed at the scar. I made an 'ooo' kind of sound. I shrugged as I laid my head against my arm. "I got into a car accident when I was younger. I'm pretty sure I got it from that."

Kenny nodded his head, but again he went silence. It was bothering me.

"Why did you call me Buttercup?" I asked, breaking the silence.

Kenny grinned after I asked the question. His blue eyes looked over at me as his grin turned into a smile. "Because that's the nickname I gave you."

I squinted my eyes a bit then lifted a brow. "Do you always give strangers you just meet adorable nicknames like that?"

Kenny's head drop back as he laughed out loud. I was surprised for a second but couldn't help but smile. "Geez, you make me laugh. Anyways no I don't. We've met before, Buttercup." He said as he turned towards me.

I was extremely lost, and kinda scared. Maybe he was thinking about someone else. I shook my head and forced myself a smile. "Um... No. I doubt that."

Kenny's smile slowly faded. He reached his hand up then grabbed my face. I stared into his blue eyes as he pulled my face towards him. I had a huge feeling he was gonna kiss me, but he didn't.

We sat there and stared into eachothers eyes. He lifted his hand and gently slid his finger against the scar right under my eye. "I'm the one who caused this scar, Leo.." He said in a whisper. He knows my actual name.. Maybe Stan probably told him. It had to be.

I chuckled and shook my head as I moved myself away from his hand. "Listen, Kenny. I don't know what your talking about." I said to him as I stood up and went to grab the cups from the table.

"I seen the car accident and your parents, Leopold." He said, which caused me to freeze as I stared the the cups that were in my hands.

I couldn't speak, or think. He was probably playing with me right now. It had to be..

"I seen them Leopold.."

Tears slipped down my cheeks as I listened to him. I felt a sick feeling in my stomach. "Please stop joking around right now." I turned towards him. "What? Is this a bet? A game for you and your friends to joke around?"

Kenny furrowed his eyebrows as he stared at Butters. "What-? No! Leopold, this isn't a game! Or a fucking bet. I'm telling you the truth.."

"You don't fucking know me Kenny!" I shouted at him. We both glared eachother down.

"I know you Leo. I know a lot about you. I'm the reason the ambulance were there after the car accident happened. I watched the whole thing and seen you get taken away by the ambulance. I visited you at the hospital while you were in a coma. You woke up and couldn't remember anything. All the memories you had of us, your friends.. Everything was gone. And that's why I'm right here, telling you this stuff."

I stared at Kenny as tears poured down my face. I didn't want to believe anything he was saying. But the way he was acting, and speaking.. He looked so serious about it.

"Come. Let's sit down and relax. I'll tell you everything you need to know. Maybe you'll remember, maybe not. But I'll tell you whatever you want to know." Kenny said as he sat back down.

I still didn't say anything. I just sat down and thought about all the questions I wanted to ask him. I had so many questions to ask, and yet I couldn't speak right now. This felt like a nightmare.

"Just take your time, Leopold."

// Not sure how I felt about this, but eh.. Lol. Anyways, sorry for the long wait though! I hope you guys enjoy. ♡︎