Till Death Do Us Part | 001xreader

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Dear diary
It is my third week out of the lab. I have no one to talk to about how I feel apart from dustin but i still can't really tell him the full truth of what happened. I feel guilty like I have blood on my hands. Each time I close my eyes to sleep I just remember him.

Suddenly my bedroom door opened banging against the wall.

"DUSTIN"

He looked as if he had been running around and his face was pale. "I need your help" oh god what has he done now?

"mom is obviously spending the night with Karen AGAIN and will has invited me around" my brows furrowed wondering how he was going to word his next sentence.

"if you cover for me I will do your homework for a week" he was giving me his puppy eyes which I would never fall for, they where just too funny.

"fine" he raised his arms cheering and skipped happily back to his room. "but" I laughed at the sudden stop in his tracks. "el and max want to hang out next week so you have to cover for me then. Deal?"

"deal" he moaned from the corridor.

It was now around 8pm. The trees outside whipped against the window leaving me on edge. I was doing the catch up work for school but I just couldn't concentrate. I was too tired my eyelids felt as if they had a thousand pound weights on them.

"great" I sighed closing my book and climbing into bed.
It was more comfy than usual. Like laying on a cloud or what I thought laying on a cloud would feel like. But before I could get up and turn my lamp off I felt my eyes close and my body relax.

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It felt as if I had been asleep for only a couple of minutes before I wasn't as sleepy and opened my eyes. But I wasn't in my room. Goosebumps covered my arms and my chest raised quickly as I took in a nervous deep breath. i decided to sit up but as i did my head spun.

"where the hell am i?"my voice bounce off of the walls causing a echo in the small room. i wrapped my arms around myself as the panic coursed through my veins. "Papa?" i whisper shouted. 

"youre safe. papa isnt here" my body jolted at the sudden noise. i turned my head toward the corner where the voice came from to make a shocking discovery. "oh my god peter" i rushed out of bed over to him, stumbling slightly. i felt the butterflies ignite in my stomach once again. it had been so long since i had been held by him and even longer since i had his scent fill my nostrils. i took in a breath the usual mix of sandalwood and vanilla overwhelmed my senses bringing tears to my eyes.

i felt my body being slightly pushed as he guided me to bed. he sat opposite me, grazing his thumb on the back of my hand. its almost like we couldnt take our eyes off of each other, like we where savouring the moment. i reached out my Non occupied hand and skimmed my thumb over his cheek. his face was soft against my thumb almost like a cotton ball. something suddenly caught my eye in the corner of the room. i whipped my head around to see what it was. i didnt know what i was expecting but it was not this. 

a camera perched in the corner of the room, its red-light flashing giving me an unwanted anxiety. and once again my eyes where hooked to something. this time it wasnt mesmerizing and calming like peter. "shh shh" my gaze turned back to him most of the anxiety leaving my body. "are we in the lab?". he slowly nodded his head. "but papa is not here. its just us. "lay down y/n" he commanded causing butterflies to come again. 

"pet-"

he hushed me, slowly laying me down on my back. i felt his hand leave my back, reaching up and running his hand through my hair.

"i know you havent been the happiest recently..." he took in a breath looking me up and down. almost admiring me. "so i want to make you happy, make you feel good"  i swallowed hard at his statement.