●hey babes. So this is hopefully a good chapter. And so far one read...-_- hey better than nothing right? So Yea if you could give me some ideas I would gladly take them. So here's the second chapter enjoy babes. P.s you look cute today●
Lukes pov♥
**trigger warning**
We sat down. He stared at me woried. "Ashton..whats wrong?" He fidled with his fingers "well umm..luke i have to confess something to you" His palms looked sweaty. "Ash, buddy your scaring me!" He smiled slightly "Sorry mate" he looked at me with puppy eyes and opened his mouth "okay..well Luke I have been started to have these tingly feelings.." I smiled "who's the lucky man ash?" He is gay just like me "well...ummm.. Luke the boy is you" he blurted out nervously. "Well..uh..ashton.." he looked at me with hopeful, puppy eyes."yes?" I looked down "im Sorry ash but I can't return the feelings. " he looked down frowning "Oh" he said sadly. "I'm Sorry ashy you'll find that man it's just.. not me" I hugs him and he returned the hug "Yea?" "Yeap". He got up and walked towards the door "umm.. well I should be going now. So see ya" I smiled "see ya mate" he opened the door and left. I ran up to my room and into the bathroom. "Iam a horrible friend.." I grabbed my razor and my lighter. "Sorry" I whispered to No one. I sat down on the bathroom tiles. I flicked the lighter on and hovered the blade on top of the fire to heat it up, I bit my lip. I turned off the lighter and placed the now hot blade down. I rolled up my shirt to expose bruises, Burns, and cuts on my chest and stomach. I picked up the blade and almost dropped it from the heat. I placed it on my stomach for 20 seconds. I whimpered from the burning heat on my body. I keeped doing the burning on my body about 20 times. Now 20 new Burns covered some spots on my skin. Tears fell out my eyes starting the water works. I sniffed "why iam I a failure?" I asked myself cause your not meant to be here! My mind yelled at me. I tugged on my hair, sobbing and yelling "why iam I here?!? Why?!!?" I was sobbing crazily now.
▨Yea im Sorry this is being all dramatic.. I feel kinda sad of what's happening so Yea Sorry and enjoy the next chapters!▨
