Love Or Death

Chapter Two

After supper, we head to bed. Neither of us has said anything about what happened.
After we get cleaned up, brushed our teeth and washed our faces. I get in bed the same time as he does. He grabs and waist and brings me close to him. He whispers" I love you so much, Suleen. I don't ever want to live a day without you". He says as he brings hip soft lips to your neck. His warm breath brings shivers to my whole body. I was confused about why he said that I mean he tells me that all the time, but he is saying it like he is dying. I turn to face his handsome-looking face, grab his face and bring it to mine. We kiss until we're out of breath. The minty flavor lingers in my mouth. God, he kisses you so well. I could never get enough.
" I love you, too Harry" I finally say it back. He smiles then it fades away into sadness." What's wrong, babe?" I say in an anxious tune.
In about a minute pass by, then he says" Suleen, my dear. I have something important I need to tell you"
He gets out of bed and walks straight to the living room, so I follow him. He sits down on the couch, so I sit next to him. I could hear my heart beating, what if he wants to break up with me? what if he found someone better? What if he regrets proposing to me?
He takes your hands into his, you could tell this isn't good news. 
"Suleen"  he says it as his sadness grows higher. He is gently rubbing your finger as he says.
" This isn't the first time I have fainted during work; I didn't think of it much, I just thought it was because of how hard I have been on myself lately. I didn't also want to worry you, so I told Jerry not to tell you anything. But then this kept on happening, I kept on having headaches, loss of appetite, coughing regularly, and just feeling like not wanting to do anything." Oh my gosh, this all makes sense now, couple of nights ago, we went to his favorite place for dinner, Squires pizza. He didn't even touch or looked at his food. When I asked what was wrong, he just said he had eaten at work. I just nodded and didn't think of it much. 
Before I could say anything. He says" So I finally went to the doctor" I felt betrayed why would he go to the doctor without me? Then he says" I know I'm sorry I should I told you, but I didn't want you to worry" Worry? I'm more upset with him right now then worried.
"Suleen, love....i-I have cance-"