''oh my sunflower. . .'' a tmf oneshot

your fault ♡

"You will forgive yourself Right hailey?"

Jake asked as his smile softened

The girl of white and black only stared at him with a meaningless look

"You know. . .this isn't your fault the situation was out of your hands" he continued
As he could see 'hailey' Shivering
Her poker face expression changed to a completely guilt filled one

Jake smile faded as soon he saw his once [girl]friend in such awful state

Trying to escape for the reality through dreams

Trying to forget his existence

Trying to forget the incident

He hugged her tightly

"I know its hard for you remember such traumatizing moment,im sorry,but it was never your fault in firts place"

'hailey' Didn't say a word and just stare at him with tears on her eyes

"I love you hailey"

Was the last thing he could say before Hailey could wake up
........
Hailey wake up

She looked around,she was in an hospital. . .?

Millions of questions ran through her head. . .all she could think right now was her dream

She wondered how she could forget such important and terrifying moment

She blinked twice

She could feel tears forming in her face she could feel her breathing becoming heavy

Millions of thoughts ran through her head

'your fault' 'how could you?' 'why didn't you hear him out?' 'you are so selfish'
'how could you forget?' 'you are an awful person' 'if you have heard him out the things could have been different'

'YOUR FAULT'

hailey head was a rollercoaster

The guilt increase

Her vision became blurry

Maybe the things would be better if she die

Maybe she should just die. . .

Her vision become distorted

She couldn't difference anymore what was a dream and what was not

Was this another 'dream' or her mind was playing tricks

She doesn't know anymore what the heck is happening

Her body feeling heavy

She felt she was gonna fall in any moment the last thing he said to her. . .

'I love tou hailey'

I love you. . .

I love you. . .

She started sobbing if she only could hug him again and say that she loves him too, but it was 2 years since his dead it was too late already and the fact she knows that she will actually never see him again and tell him how much she love him just made her sobs grow worse

It was her fault wasn't it? It didn't matter what he say . . . IT WAS HER FAULT