Days After

August 10th, 2022

I just remember that i never describe or tell something about her in detail.

So, i will try how we met first. We met at a dating app, i swiped right when i saw her and she swiped right too back then. So, when we match up, she start the convo. From there, we sending messages over and over again everyday like that. Then, after like 4 days or so. She told me that she liked me. It's very unusual for me, who always think that i'm not great of a person therefore i thought "why would anyone like me, right." But, she did. Several days after that, we start dating.

The way she confess was very unique. She sent me a link to a website where she create something like a job application in the form of power point. It was very unique and cute to me. So cute that i have to brag about it to my friend. Anyway, of course, i accept it. I dont know what i think at the time, because i should have. But, oh well.

And that's how we met.

Then, to describe her, she is very kind, very thoughtful, and very wise too. Maybe, it's because her studying in psychology or maybe it's just her. I don't know. Anyway, she always very kind to me. She treated me like a precious things.

Sometimes i wonder why i did that to her. I'm not worth it for someone like that. This will be one of my biggest regrets for sure. I hope slowly but surely, her wound will heal perfectly either by meeting someone who worth her attention or by the passing of time. I wish her good luck on that.