alyssas POV:
"justin." i sighed. "i just dont know. im sorry." i said and ran out of the resturaunt. i didnt know where to go so i just sat on the curb. tears streamed down my face. he almost killed me. yes, hes sorry but sorry doesnt fix everything. i wish that he actually wouldnt have told me. i hate this so much. i cried and tears streamed down my face as flashing lights appeared. i pushed my hands in front of me where the camera men were standing, but i couldnt feel anything. i stood up to push them away but there was nothing for me to push. suddenly, they went away. and then they came right back. i felt a jolt and my head started spinning and i heard screaming. it sounded like my screaming. i felt a pain on the left side of my head, then everything went black. i opened my eyes, and i was standing on the pavement still at the resturaunt. i dont know what happened. but i think i just remembered the crash.
i think i just remembered the crash.
I JUST REMEBERED THE CRASH.
i sighed and sat there for awhile, thinking. i eventually thought it was time to tell Justin.
so i ran back inside to Justin, to see him sitting there with his head in his hands. tears streamed down his face. you could tell he was upset. i was too. so i walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him. should i forgive him?
should i hold this against him forever?
should i wait?
i dont know. all i know is that i sung softly into his ears his song, As Long As You Love Me.
whenever he did that to me in my dream, i would always calm down. so i tried it on him. he looked up at me and smile a fake smile. i dont know if he was happy to see me or mad. i wasnt planning to tell him i remembered the crash though. he didnt have to know yet. i took his hand and led him outside and layed down in the middle of the field of grass and gazed at the stars. he did the same. no one said anything for awhile, and then he did.
"im sorry." he said while shutting his eyes and sighing.
"sorry for absoultely nothing. im sorry. i ran out on you." i said.
"you had the right too, it was a lot to take in. but i knew you had to know." he said. "i know it wasnt what you wanted to hear, but its the truth. im sorry. i made the stupidest descision of my life forgetting about you." he said. "but i'll always love you. no matter how much i yell, cry, get mad, just remember. i will always love you." he said.
"justin.." i said speechless while intertwining my fingers with his. "lets do it."
"do what?" he asked while looking at me.
"try again." i said while looking at him. our eyes met. and i felt sparks like never before. or maybe i just dont remember them.
~next day~
justins POV:
"meet me at the park at 3? i have to talk to you." i texted selena. i havent actually broken up with selena yet, i started dating her after a month of Alyssa being in acoma. you start to lose hope after awhile, and if she didnt end of making it, i didnt want to fall to hard, so i fell in love with someone else.
well
i never really fell in love with her.
so today,
i tell her that.
with Alyssa by my side.
3 o'clock comes and im sitting in the park with Alyssa, as i watch her attempt to swing, i dont think she remembered because she tried to get on feet first. i laughed at her but then walked over to help her. "this is a kid toy." i laughed.
"just because its a kid toy doesnt mean only kids can go on them. now teach me how to use this." she laughed as she slithered out of the knot she put herself in with the swing.
"you have to sit in the black thing, hold onto the chains beside your arms, and pump your legs back and forth until you're swinging back and forth." i said as i got on the swing next to her and showed her. she caught on pretty quick and before i knew it, we were both swinging and holding hands at the same time. we were laughing and having the time of our lives, until i saw Selena enter the park. my stomach dropped and so did my smile. i stopped the swing and hopped off.
"how do i stop?" she asked while continuing to swing because she didnt know what was next. i grabbed the chain with one hand gently but i guess not gently enough because she flew off the swing, but i caught her before she could hit the rocks.
"are you okay?" i laughed.
"im good." she giggled while regaining balance and standing up straight.
"there she is. you ready?" i asked alyssa.
"ready when you are." she said whild gulping. hand in hand, we walked over to Selena.
Alyssa's POV:
Justin took my hand and our fingers intertwined. we walked straight over to this girl. i didnt know who she was, but i rememered something about a selena in my dream. but it couldnt be-. it was. i saw her and i squeezed Justins hand. she had red lipstick on, red highheels, a black leather jacket and black pants. i was wearing my ombrè vans, a crop top tanktop with some sort of flag on it. it was red white and blue. and black highrise shorts. it was 100 degrees. why was she wearing that?
"oh, who's your little friend?" she asked.
"selena, she isnt my friend. shes my girlfriend." i loved the sound of that. "and you arent anymore." he said to selena.
"what? why? this whore was in acoma for 4 months and i took care of you and you leave me for her when shes absolutely dumbfounded with everything?" selena said. okay thats it.
"whore? excuse you, but its 100 degrees outside and i dont have to wear long pants and a biker jacket to try to impress someone who loves me for who i am. and im obviously not dumbfounded because im smart enough to know that you're a bitch." and then i remembered. i hated her in my dream. she tried to kill me. like 3 times. "lets go Justin." i said.
"bye Selena. and dont bother calling, i blocked your number." he said. we walked around the park for awhile and just absorbed everything around us. it was great. but i wonder one thing.
if my dad was trying to kill me in my dream,
is he trying to kill me in real life?
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authors note:
HEY SORRY
I HAVENT UPDATED SINCE JESUS WAS BORN
but
i've been hard at work all week
at cheer tryouts.
and
it all payed off
I MADE THE CHEER TEAM
YAYYYY LETS TURN UP
ok hahaha well i hope you liked this chapter, lots more of Alyssa remembering things are coming back, i promise (;
xoxo,
allie
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Awoken
Fanfiction"Awoken" is the 4th sequal to my "All That Matters Series" right after "Running For Love". What if it was all a dream for Alyssa? None of thoes things ever happened. Will Alyssa fall in love again? And Will it be Justin she falls in love with? Let'...
