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Okay guy, i have a lot of explaining to do as to why i haven't updated in 2 months. so many things have been going on and i needed some time to myself to figure some things out and to find myself again cause along the way of everything going on i lost myself. here's everything that's happened and what's going on.

1. this year i stared grade 12, some of you might understand the stress level of grade 12 and the amount of focus needed to actually pass and graduate. for those who don't that's okay you'll understand when you get there. i have a lot of assessments and exams to do.

2. i lost a close friend of mine to suicide in March and it's been very hard for me to deal, im seeing someone about it to help me get through it. when i lost my friend it was the hardest thing i've had to deal with. im sure some of you will also understand what it feels like. when this event happened i lost apart of who i was and wasnt myself for a very long time. i shut everyone out and became very depressed. things are a little better now that im getting help.

3. 3 weeks ago i my best friend of 12 years decided he didnt want to be my friend anymore because i have a mental illness and that's hit me pretty hard. im still very hurt and depressed about it and im find it hard to cope with.

4. i have sever anxiety disorder and depression, in the last year it has gotten significantly worse, im having up to 3 panic attacks a week and feeling exhausted and tired all the time because of this.

so im really sorry about not updating as much as i should be, im trying my best to focus on myself and getting better mentally and physically. thank you for understanding. you guys that read these stories and support me are amazing. i plan on trying harder to balance all these things going on better so i can upload more for you. i love writing stories and i love writing them for you. its one of my fav things to do. i love you guys a lot. please comment on what you think and stuff like that. im not looking for sympathy or anything i just though i owed you guys an explanation as to why i haven't been active in 2 months <3 xoxox

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⏰ Last updated: May 03, 2015 ⏰

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