The Murder of My Love

I just started my new job at the scare grounds..... it was going good so far. My eyes where only focused on one person and one person only his name was Jake. We have been talking for almost 6 months. He calls me to come over his house. Its 12:00 why the hell would he call me now? But what the hell im 15.. so i go out. Im sitting on his couch talkin to him.. "We have been talking for over two monthes and i think that we need to move on in our realionship". "What do you mean move on in our realionship??". "Don't you get tierd of us just talking all the time,what i am tryin to say is that maybe we need to go out, Raven i love you i have since the fisrst day i saw you working at the scare grounds. if you expect my answer i swear that i will pertect you from every little thing that can happen in this world" "I dont know Jake we just have been talkig and i don't now if i just trust you with my heart and trust in dating" I went home after we where done talking, I told him that i woud give him is answer later. I really like Jake and everything that he said to me was beautiful. Should i say yes?? It's 7:30 and i wake up to smelling bacon and eggs? Eggs and bacon? Who is done stairs making food.. my father is not home unless its jake?! What the fuck is he here for? How long has he been here? Fuck i have no clothes on and i hear footsteps coming up the stairs. I run no i dont run i dash for the closet and i throw on what ever i can find at this part i dont care what i have on. "Have you thought about us at all last night?" "Yes Jake i have and i think that we should try this and see how it goes,Jake i love you and you mean everything to me" I jump into his arms and hugs him. He wisperps in my ear " I love you your beautiful and the best thing that i could ever ask for i promise this will be the best realionship you will ever have." I have called Jake and texted him 20 times,he neverd answered me. Am i that annoying to talk to??? I hear my phone ringing and i run over to my phone and answer it.. its Jake. " hey babe sorry i havent answered the phone i was at work" "you have a lunch break and you never called me back or u could of text me and said you where busy! i thought you loved me?" " i do babe but i also have a life ill come pick you up at 7:00" We hang up and i look at the time it's 6:58. Shit i only have a mintute so at this time i throw on what ever i have. Jakes here and i get to the car "you look amazing like ever". He takes me to his house and we are now in his room. His room is a mess and i cant stand the smell but if i want him in my life i wil have to suck it up. By this time i am on his bed sitting its very awkward. Jake starts to walk over to my bed and he starts to grab me and kiss me. I kind of like it. "you look amazing in that body there are so many things that i wanna do to you right now" i loved the attention but wasnt very sure in how far i was ready to go. He seemed to be very gentle with his touch but i was still scared. i couldnt do this what if my mom found out. i push him back and tell him im not ready. He takes me home... and i just sit in my room and wait for tommorw to come.