XIII

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The fear is upon me worse every day

Fierce and growing, blowing like a gale in my

Face, a roar in my ears. Fever claws sharp in

My flesh. A poison in my blood. I dare not

Trust my eyes any longer. My tongue is thick

And tastes of ashes, and tastes of sodden earth.

I have not spoken to any man in days.

Thoughts scatter and tumble like shattered glass.

I cannot drink enough to draw them together.

Only one thing I do know - he is coming

He is coming, he is coming for me.


Oh God, can you forgive me? Father can you

Help me? I would give up much to be free of

This. I will make my confession. I will make

My penancy, give over all my vices, change all

My ways, live in retreat like a hermit, as your

Servant, as your servant, Lord. Oh God, please let

These prayers save me. Oh Lord, please let these

Prayers save me. Please let these prayers save me.


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