I have been so busy with my move I haven't been able to visit him. It seems like maybe four days? I collapse on the couch and stare at the shattered boxes around the room. The divorce hasn't even crossed my mind until now. I sit up and run my fingers through my light brown hair. Why? That question has wondered my thoughts since I first saw him. Since his hand left mine that day. Heat flushes to my cheeks. He's not a total ass. He just doesn't want to be alone. Huh, neither do I. I stand bending my back a bit, and let out a depressing sigh. How can I smile without the pain of not seeing his warming smile? I just start to cry. I don't care if people can hear me. I miss him. I miss him so much it's killing me from the inside out. Drops of my warm tears roll down my cheeks. I sit up hugging my knees to my chest still crying my heart out. The floor creaks and I quickly grab my frying pan standing pointing it at.....Austria.
He holds up his arms, going for block, and shuts his eyes close.
"Why are you here?" I ask angerly.
He looks at me through his raised, crossed arms, and slowly begins to lower his arms.
"I j-just came to ask a q-question." He studders.
"Well? What is it?" I command.
"How is he? I mean Prussia. How is he?" I asks.
My eyes widen then narrow at him tightening my grip of the pan.
"Peachy. Why?"
"He doesn't like to talk about me being his distant cousin, but as family I would like to know."
"He's in a coma." I say lowing my arm and head.
He notices my sudden sadness and comes toward me. I shift myself to face away from him.
"Go..." I whisper.
"Hungary...you need someone to comfort you. I-"
"Who?! You!? Haven't you done enough!? Leave! Go!" I scream facing his face.
He face betrayed a look of shock. Then he turned with his back facing me, and walked out the room. I dropped my pan and fell into the couch clutching the pillow. I start to cry again. I know he is outside the door listening. I want him too.
I hate this feeling....
YOU ARE READING
I have always loved you....
CasualeI have been seeing Prussia everyday since his country dissolved. He's been in a coma and with each day that passes I miss him more. Please come back.
