It's been a couple months since you and Sadie have broken up.
You kinda got over it, now you don't cry anymore when you see all of the polaroids in your room's walls.
Late at night and you're smiling remembering the good moments you two had together, a feeling full of happiness and nostalgia hits you, and it will be saved in your memories, until you hear something.
The door bell rings and it's raining, you open the door facing someone you thought was to soon to face again, her blue watered eyes looking deep in your soul.
All Sadie wants is one more chance to talk to you, and it's pouring rain, you can't just close the door as if she wasn't there.
Y/n- Sadie, please don't ruin this for me! Don't make it harder than it already is, I'm trying to get over this the best way possible..
All you wish for now is that it was all just a dream, that she didn't try to go after you. You wanted her in your memories and your memories only.
But she appeared today to ruin all your progress
"I need you in my past, you traumatized me, but sure you needed to show up all drunk tonight" - you thought
Now you're facing and drunk Sadie in your kitchen all curled in a fetal position, talking about all the mistakes she made during your relationship and making it all about her, which something you're tired of hearing
All you're saying is "I wish that you would stay in my memories"
Y/n - Now, since I can't say goodbye because it's raining and you're all drunk, you'll stay for the night. Want a blanket or something?
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/n - you see it's hard to find an end to something you keep beginning over and over again. I've listened to all of you self blaming speeches a thousand times, I promise you that the ending always stay the same. We hurt each other. It's not fair to me Sadie... It's not fair to us..
So there's no good reason in make-believing that "we" could ever exist again.
Sadie only stared at you, she had nothing to say
Y/n - I can't be your friend, I can't be your lover, I can't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love!
All quiet she gets up and leads herself to the couch
Sadie - can i borrow one of your hoodies? She said quieter
Y/n - since you came, stay as long as you want, don't forget to take your books and your coat and that good colone you bought when we were fighting, because it's all over my clothes, everything that I own and it makes me feel like dying. I was barely just surviving.
Y/n - I wish that you would stay in my memories
Word count: 478
Dang my writing already wasn't the best, but now i just feel like i forgot how to do this🥲💔
Another sad one because I only listen to sad songs, so if you want to read something happy help me out and tell me happy songs please<3
If you see any misspelling/mistakes just tell me:)
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𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐈 𝐠𝐨⁽ᵇᵃˢᵉᵈ ⁱⁿ ᵐᵘˢⁱᶜˢ⁾-ꜱ.ꜱ
Fanfiction- ꜱᴀᴅɪᴇ ꜱɪɴᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴍ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ - [English version] Where I write imagines about you and Sadie sink, based in songs that I like and with my own interpretation of them:) 🎶 OR i create a fake scenario while I listen to the song •You can listen to the son...
