"Stop stressing yourself. Look at me. Look at me. You're gonna be fine, Lix"
"But Chan...I-I can't do that"
"I know I know I know, ok? I know it's gonna be hard Lix...but you're gonna have to do this"
"But I can't! I'm risking way too much!"
"It'll be worth it, I promise Felix. I know it may seem hard now but—"
"No! CHAN I CANT DO THAT!"
"Calm down Lix, you'll be fi—"
"CHAN YOU'RE NOT UNDERSTANDING SHIT RIGHT NOW! I CANT DO THAT, WHAT IF...what if I never get to see you again"
"Don't say that, its always gonna be me and you against the world, Lix. Nothing will ever separate u—"
"STOP LYING CHRISTOPHER, JUST STOP! WHAT IF I DIE?! THEN WHAT?! YOU'RE GONNA FEEL GUILTY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LI—"
"YOU'RE NOT GONNA FUCKING DIE, FELIX! NOTHING'S GONNA HAPPEN! YOU'RE GONNA COME BACK AND LIVE LIFE EVEN BETTE—"
"BUT WHAT IF THAT'S NOT THE CASE?! WHAT IF—...what if I never get to see him again"
"...Felix..."
"I'm sorry IM SORRY! I JUST CANT LEAVE YOU, I CANT LEAVE HIM! I CANT LEAVE ANY OF YOU!...I just can't"
"YOU'RE HAVE TO GO...OK?! YOUR CONDITION IS GONNA WORSE AND YOU'RE GONNA DIE IN ONE OF OUR ARMS!"
"BUT I DONT WANNA LEAVE!"
"IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA LEAVE AND GET TREATMENT, YOU'RE GONNA GET MORE AND MORE SICK UNTIL YOU EVENTUALLY LEAVE FOREVER!"
"BUT CHRI—"
"WHAT ABOUT HYUNJIN?! WHAT ABOUT ME?! LUCAS AND HANNAH DONT REMEMBER ME ANYMORE, OLIVIA AND RACHEL DONT EVEN KNOW ME! ALL I HAVE IS YOU LIX...IF YOU DIE...If you die then I die"
"..."
"I'm sorry Lix...I...I didn't mean to make you cry, I-I didn't mean it"
"No no I'm fine I'm fine"
"No lix I'm sorry, come here. I know it's hard to leave those you love the most...I know because I left Hannah and Lucas. But I'm gonna be fine...Hyunjin is gonna be fine"
"I'm s-sorry"
"Don't be...it's not your fault. Don't blame yourself...blame the condition. You did nothing wrong so don't apologize"
"But it's all m-my fault. I-I don't wanna leave you...I don't w-wanna leave Hyunjin"
"Sure he might miss you but it'll all be worth it
It's all gonna be fine"
~♡~
Sorry lol
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FanfictionFelix, the new Australian student, was welcomed into a new school. His main priority being to keep his idol identity hidden but out came a distraction and his name is Hwang Hyunjin. Started : 20/06/2022 Finished : 08/11/2022
