i grabbed my gym bag and packed it with my diary, phone, headphones, hoodie, and a snack. then, i left. i walked around my block until i took a different turn, onto the highway.
ping*
a text from clay.. weird.
CLAY❤️❤️
CLAY - hey
me - uh hey?
CLAY - i'm really sorry. i didn't mean to make you feel anyway when i got a gf. if it made you feel like it would change our friendship.
me - friendship? ok i thought we were more but that's fine
CLAY - wdym by more?
me - clay. i love you.
CLAY - you should've said that to me earlier.
me - idc. plus i gtg
CLAY - ah nah your not leaving
me - fym
CLAY - nvm bye
me - bye
that was weird but ok.. i am now walking on a bridge. remember the thing i drew in class? yk before i passed out? yea. i saw the tall metal thing. it had a ladder. i grabbed onto it and started climbing. it took about 6 mins to get to the top. i though,
hm. i should record this! yknow. as a memory.
i set up my phone and took of my hoodie i already had on. i remembered i had to do something before this moment. i grabbed my phone and closed out of the app. i went to messages then my gc.
goofy ahh gc
me - im sorry.
nick - what?
CLAY - bro what
slayboyhalo - im here if you need to talk?!
me - nah. i think im good. i never should've had a place on this fucked up world :) it's not yalls fault so dw LOVE YOUUU!!
ok. now i'm done. i set up my phone again and pressed record. then, i got a call.
goofy ahh gc
^ incoming ft from ^
❌ ✅
ugh. i pressed answer and all go them were wondering were i was. then i set up my phone and decided to sr (screenrecord). "bro stop. it's not funny." nick said as his voice shook slightly. then, i adjusted my fe- OH SHIT. i tripped and fell foward. i was panicking. i could hear the faint cries of them all. PAUSE!! PAUSE. ok ok. this is weird, there's never really pauses from the person this story is about but it wtv. yea maybe atp i was scared but it's ok cause i mean i wanted it. anyway UNPAUSEEEEEEE!! i teared up as i crept closer the the floor. so this is the end. welp. goodbye world. i love you clay. and i will never stop loving you.
