Yesterday Soraru and mafumafu had fight
Soraru don't talk with mafu.Mafu is sad and feel guilty but Soraru ignoring him they don't sleep in one room Mafu thinks "It is my fault...I'm so pathetic...." And he pull his legs to his chest and he start cry mafu said with crying "I'm so pathetic.....i should die.....why i was born why.......fuck........." but Soraru heard that
Mafu was in his room and he cut his wrist with crying,He Lay on floor and he said "I should go sleep" and he fall asleep on group At morning he notice he was in bed and he had bandage wrist he said" W-who do that?...." He Wake up and he goes to bathroom wash his face because he cry a lot he went to kitchen but he notice Soraru was there Soraru Look At mafu and he notice that mafu have big circles under eyes And also that his eyes are red and swollen he ask him "Are you okay ?...." Mafu's tears started flows again and he Hug Soraru very tight and he squeeze his shirt and he said with crying "I'm so sorry i'm so sorry It is my fault please forgive me forgive me I'm sorry sorry I know I'm stupid And pathetic idiot who hurt everyone ........forgive me......." Soraru put mafu's head on his chest and he stroke his head mafu said "I'm so sorry.....i can't live without you......I'm lose without you" Soraru Hug him and he said "Calm i forgive you I'm also sorry i will not say that words anymore..i will not yell At you anymore now i will more care of you i also can't live without you..you are reason why i live....forgive me too" Mafu said with tears in eyes "I forgive you i forgive you ....." soraru wipe mafu's tears and he Kiss him on forehead Soraru said "Don't cry anymore Look your eyes are swollen,you should sleep for a while Baby" mafu said "can i again sleep in your room ? With you" soraru said "of course of course you can" they goes to Soraru room and They Lay on bed mafu Lay his head on soraru chest,Soraru stroke his head and he said "You should sleep a lot does your eyes hurt?" Mafu said "Yes" Soraru Kiss him and said "sweet dreams love"
