Chapter 3: The List

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"I get it, I'm a fucking horrible person. I don't deserve to live. I'm such a sad and insane person that I'm willing to listen to people. But no, you're all right. I don't like anyone or anything, and I'm just a piece of shit that doesn't care about you or anyone else. I mean, all I do is be fucking mean to people because that's what entertains me."

"Why bother spreading peace and love when everyone fucking despises you? How the fuck am I supposed to better myself as a person if I'm constantly feeling isolated, dealing with such shitty people that think they care about people but don't? The thing is, I actually care about people, but why bother opening people's eyes to the truth? Clearly, nobody wants to hear shit from me because I know the sad truth, the sad reality. And no matter what I try to do, I just fuck it up. Everyone just fucking hates me, so why bother trying to do shit?"

"I should just fucking piss off. Life just gets worse for me everyday, and I just lie to myself every day that things will get better. I honestly don't even know what the fuck I'm doing with my life anymore. I just give up. I try to be so helpful to others, yet I get pushed aside. Everyone just views me as some depressed, angry loser with no soul."

" It saddens me how people are so easily manipulated, how people are so oversensitive with shit, how people can't take a fucking joke, how people claim to be tolerant of others but act so intolerant towards people that are different to them. Every day, I put up with this nonsense and pretend everything is fine. Barely anyone's willing to speak to me, and when they finally do, I turn them down, because I'm fed up with life. I've treated people like dirt. I'm honestly disgusted with myself."

 Maybe I'm just an angry person. It's like people just don't care. Just watch as the days go by. I'll just get worse and worse and nothing will get better. Nobody is willing to actually help me. I'm too fucking retarded to do anything. I've had to suffer with life. And I really try to be more loving and accepting towards others. I feel like I can't fucking talk to anyone about anything. I just don't know if it's me or society." - Was seen on the first page of Stan's diary.

Along with drawings, mostly pencil sketches, a small list of names was seen.

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Kyle - "GOD I fucking can't stand that little whiny bitch Kyle, EVERY FUCKING DAY HE'S ALWAYS COMPLAINING ABOUT SOMETHING. Just shut the fuck up already dude, you're not fucking special, I only hang out with you out of pity anyway"

Clyde - "Fucking jock asshole, you really think fucking with me ever since Middle School was just gonna be totally acceptable? FUCK YOU!!!" You should get hung up by your pea-sized balls for what you did to me today and you seriously think it's funny to spray paint on school property that "Wendy deep throats homeless child porn addicts on the street for a living" ALONG WITH A FUCKING NUDE PICTURE OF HER? You seriously think it's funny???!!!! I swear to god I'm going to hang you by your scrotum at the peak of the school flagpole so everyone can see the true faggot that you really are, and after you've become the most humiliated cocksucker on this planet. Then force the flagpole down your throat and into your skull and watch your brains splatter on the FUCKING PAVEMENT.

Token - "YOU'RE A FUCKING RETARD. Why do you dress so atrociously stupid? Do you honestly think that you look handsome wearing that gay ass $80 checkered flag shirt that you paid for just for the sake of the brand? You're a fucking disgrace. You think you're popular but the truth is you're no better than that fucking queer bag Tweek.

Craig- "Shut the fuck up, you laugh too much. And those two girls sitting next to you, they probably want you to shut the fuck up, too! Jesus! Bebe, Jenny, whatever...

SPEAKING OF BEBE I don't like you Bebe. You're a fucking stuck up snotty  little bitch, you're a little worthless little fucking whore. You're without a doubt the biggest cunt I've ever had the misfortune of meeting. Flashing your cleavage all around to the boys in the school hallway. How would you like if I walked up to you and the school bathroom AND SLIT YOUR FUCKING THROAT OPEN!

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