That Ol' Wind

That Ol' Wind chapter 1

I just got done dropping Renesmee off at my parents house so I can got to work then after I get off work I have a meeting with my boss then I'm going to go pick up Renesmee from my parents house after she gets out of school then we are going to the store to get stuff for dinner for the month. I'm here driving to work and all of sudden I had to pull because a song just came on and I was not ready to hear the song that was playing because of who's song it was by Edward Cullen then preson on the said the name of the songs name was That Ol' Wind and it me think of high school and the last time I saw Edward was when he back on the road for he's concert and he asked me to come with him but I didn't go with him because I had college to finish. I remember when he looked at me and said I hoped you would go with on the road but I understand that you need to finish college for yourself and maybe one day we will be together again that was the last time I saw Edward that was eight years ago now I have our daughter who will be seven an half years old next month no Edward doesn't know that he has a daughter I don't know how to tell him about Renesmee will he want to be a part of her or will he walk away. I know that have to tell him and yes Renesmee knows who her father is is Edward Cullen yes Edward parents know about Renesmee because they see her all the time but they haven't talked to Edward in eight years. I'm still in love with him we use to go the same high school we were best friends along with he's sister Rosalie yes Rose sees Renesmee all the time as well. I better get going so that I'm not late for work. I'm on my way from work right now I really miss Renesmee I can't wait to see her. I just found my mom and Edward's mom bought me tickets to Edwards concert and backstage pass so I will be seeing Edward in two weeks from Friday I can't believe it and I can't wait to see will he be happy to see him or will he turn the other way. Hi momma I missed you so much and I love you momma I had so much at school then when I got home me and meemaw and grandma went to the store to get your favorite food and snacks can I stay with grandma and grandpa Cullen's please momma I promise I'll be good for them I just had to look at her and think about how big she's gotten over the last seven an half years so can I please momma with her big smile yes sweetheart you can go stay the night with them.

I looked over to my mom and my two best friends they look like they are up to something so walked up to them and I pulled them to the side to find out what is going they just look at me and then all of sudden Alice says we have a surprise for you what kind of surprise do you guys have you know that I hate surprises my mom hands envelope so I opened it up and saw not only did they get the tickets and backstage pass and that they also booked a weekend getaway for  Rosalie and Alice & I starting on Wednesday we leave to go four hours away. I have never been that long without Renesmee since she's been born. I don't know if I can be gone from her yhat long I know that she be okay without me there. I know she as stays with both of her grandparents and aunts and uncle for the weekend but not for a week plus even if she stays with I'm just two blocks away from her not four hours away I look at them. I can't go sorry and hand them back the envelope and I just walk away because what kind of mom am I if I leave my daughter four days just to go to a concert that makes me feel like a bad one.

I think back to eight years ago.

(Eight years ago)

Bella is that really you, I hear a voice I haven't heard since graduating high school six years ago so I slowly turn around to see if I was imagine that voice or if it really was Edward Cullen when I turned around and saw that it really was Edward I was so happy but worried because we haven't talked since high school then he left to become a singer and that was the last time I saw him now he's standing in front of me like time never passed he walks up to me and asked how I been since high school I'm doing great I'm in my second year of college it's going great how have been doing the things is I can't tell him that I have been in love with him since middle school because he would think I was crazy and walk away and not be my best friend anymore and I can't take that chance of that happening, how have you been doing Edward I'm doing well I'm just missing my family and my best friend that's when I had look away because I almost told him that I love him and that would not be good so I changed the subject what have you been doing since high school he looks at first then said he's been singing but he about to stop singing and become a truck driver that's good have you seen your mom and dad lately yes I'm about to go over after I'm done here and dropping off the bus to a friend of mine.
I know that we sitting here drinking coffee for a while so I got up I have to go I'll see you around bye Edward I walked away then all of sudden my hand got grabbed I would used the self offense that my dad taught me if it wasn't for the fact that I knew it was Edward because of the sparks when he touch my hand he pulled me back towards him I looked up in to his eye that were hazel that loved so much he looked right back in to my blue eyes what's wrong Edward I have to go Bella I can't let you go with out telling you that I love you so very much I have always loved you since middle school and can we hang out again tomorrow night before I leave next week. I have to take a few steps back because I didn't know if was serious or joking are you being serious Edward or is this some kind of joke that you and buddies are playing because if this is a joke then I don't want to talk or see you ever again I pulled my hand away and started walking away again this time really pissed that he would play that kind of joke on me it's fine I told myself we'll forget about him over I had to laugh at myself because who I'm kidding I will never forget the boy who stole my heart in middle school. Hey Bella stop I heard Edward say so I turned back around what do you want Edward he looks at with what I think could be love in his eyes Bella I'm not playing a joke on you I really do love you and I have always loved you please go on a date with me I miss my best friend.

I can't believe I'm doing this but what the hell I'm in love with him too yes Edward I'll go on a date with you he had the biggest smile on he's face really you'll go out on a date with me yes I will, okay I'll pick you up at 8 at your mom's and dad's house so that I can talk to your dad and ask him for permission to take you on a date. I'll will se you at 8 bye Bella and then he walked away while I just stood there looking like a fool then I looked at my phone and realized that I needed to get going for class today I'm so going be late oh well at least I'm not that far from my school so I'm not going to be that late. I made it to school with 5 minutes left. I'm so glad school is over for the month I can't wait to go a date with Edward. I believe it's been two weeks since Edward and I went on a date. He leaves in two days to go on the road.

Bella please come with me please don't want to be without you. I'm sorry Edward I can't because of school I understand Bella just that I love you Bella and Edward I love you too goodbye my love and he walked away with my heart. I can't believe that eight years ago.

I don't date all I haven't dated in eight years because it doesn't feel right plus Renesmee is my number one priority I don't have time to date and I don't mind because I love my daughter so much she's all I need in this world besides my family and friends I don't need a guy I did fine without one I don't need one now I raise my daughter by myself with the help of my family.