WARNING: TOXIC RELATIONSHIP; KAIGAKU BEING A SELFISH DICK; PRESSURING; KAIGAKU TRYING TO GET WITH ZENITSU IN HIS SLEEP
Zenitsu's POV
My eyes blinked open, I looked up at the ceiling, my legs felt cold.
I jerked when I felt something being pushed up against my hole, which I now felt was exposed. My legs were spread and I had nothing covering my bottom half.
I sat up and pulled my legs back to my chest quickly, "What the hell, what are you doing?" I snapped at Kaigaku. He was at the foot of my bed.
"I was just prepping you," he said with a slight smirk.
"We agreed that we were going to stop this, we're practically related!" I snarled.
"We live together, but we have no biological connection, and you're the only one who ever agreed to anything. You said we were going to stop and then we never talked about it after that, I have needs and I know you like it too" he smirked.
"You don't know shit, go back to your room and deal with it yourself" I snapped again defensively.
"Come on, you like it and I know it" he said as he started moving up the bed towards me, "Would one more time really change anything?"
"This is wrong," I said sternly.
"I know you, and if you really wanted me gone then you'd do something about it instead of just telling me to leave" he said as he got even closer.
He snaked his hands around my thighs and pulled them apart, and against my better judgement I didn't resist.
He got close and whispered into my ear, "See, if you wanted me gone then you wouldn't have let me grab your legs. And when I was taking off your pants you were moaning my name in your sleep. I think you're just scared, I want you and you want me"
I don't know why or how, but all the blaring alarms in my head turned off.
"Fine"
I was laying back down on my back, the door was locked and our clothes were on the floor along with the blankets. Kaigaku didn't like to have 'covered' sex, he wanted to see me under him.
My legs were spread in front of him, he squeezed some lube onto two fingers and pressed them against my hole, he had his other hand spreading me apart. I felt him rub around the lube, I moaned slightly at the feeling.
I tensed up at the feeling of his two fingers sliding in me, it didn't hurt, I moaned. He hummed in response and started to thrust his fingers in and out of my hole, "I missed this feeling, you always felt so good"
He scissored my hole, my legs trembled as he did this but he seemed to enjoy it. The cold lube soon warmed up, his fingers slid in and out of me, I groaned at the feeling.
"There you are, all done" he mumbled happily.
He shuffled closer towards me and positioned himself, he put on a condom and grabbed the sides of my hips. He teased my hole with the tip of his dick, I squirmed under him, he liked when I did that. Then in one quick movement he slid all the way in.
My hips jerked up and I gripped onto the sheets, "Kaigaku~" I groaned. He stretched me out nicely, like he used to. I felt him in me, it stung for a second but soon it blended with the pleasurable stretch.
"Oh that's real good, I really did miss this feeling" he groaned, "Mm"
He started thrusting in and out of me, I stayed quiet with subtle moans at his movements. I wasn't very loud, I looked over at the open window, the curtains swaying as the wind flowed into the room.
This started about a year or so ago. I knew that Kaigaku only wanted to take advantage of me... but the truth is I always cared about him so I let him do whatever he wanted. He was my first, at the start I felt... awful, then I stopped caring for a little while. And after I realized it was much more wrong than I initially realized so I cut it off, and I avoided him for a few weeks, but it didn't last long.
I really did care about him, but if he only wanted my body then I'd rather not do it with him than let him take advantage of the fact I cared. And even now, I liked him, I really did but I knew he couldn't care less about me or my feelings.
He leaned down and started sucking hickies onto my neck, I moaned at the feeling of his tongue on my neck.
I felt him go harder, I groaned at his movements. It felt good, for now at least. I knew that when it was over I'd feel like shit. That's one of the reasons I cut it off, this hurt me.
He groaned and his thrusts became sloppy, he was close to finishing. He dug his fingers into the sides of my hips, my back arched when he hit the spot he knew I liked.
"Ngg~!" I moaned, but he didn't seem to notice. I gripped onto the sheets as he managed to go deeper into me. And then he came, I felt the warmth of his cum filling the condom. I moaned when he pulled out of my hole, he sighed and ran a hand through his hair.
I closed my sore legs and sat up, I watched as he threw the condom into my trash can and grabbed some tissues off my desk. He got sloppily dressed and went over to leave, but he turned back to look at me.
"Mm, let's keep doing this" he smirked as he unlocked the door and walked out of my room. Shutting the door behind him and leaving me.
I looked down at my lap, I was still hard, and now horny. And more than anything I felt ashamed for caving, for letting him use me once again. I sighed and pulled the blankets off the floor and back on myself.
I propped myself up on my pillow, I spread my legs once again under the covers and wrapped my hand around myself. I was leaking precum. I moaned and ran a finger over my slit, I felt a tingle run through me. It felt good, I used my other hand and pushed a finger into my already stretched out hole.
I started thrusting my finger in and out of myself, it felt good but not completely satisfactory.
I kept jerking myself off until I finally came, I was tired, I cleaned everything up and got dressed. I sprayed the room with some nice smelling disinfectant. Especially on my bed, I could never stand the smell of him when I tried to sleep. I changed my sheets and left the dirty ones on the floor. I'd wash them tomorrow.
I went over to close the curtains, but for a moment I stared out the window. Just watching the moon and stars, I remembered me and Kaigaku used to sneak onto the roof through his window and watch the stars. I remember when we used to be brothers, we used to bicker all the time about the dumbest things too. And then one day he came onto me and I didn't stop him... I didn't stop him.
I'd heard of toxic relationships before, but I guess we don't really have a relationship, it's more of an arrangement really.
