Aug 15

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by Bl4ck-R0s3

by Bl4ck-R0s3

Hi...

it's been a while. Tbh I just had no interest in to keeping up with this. I didn't even allow my real feelings to be in here because I was scared people would judge. But whatever.

Ehhhh, there's no other reason I'm on here. Just wanted to tell y'all.

This is like a diary or whatever. Sooooo I'll put what I actually feel. And what people have missed.

So, uhhh. I don't know where to start... Ha.. Don't people say that's where your biggest creations start it something? Uhhhh I've been here, and there ig. Not really in this psychical world tho. I'm all in my mind wondering. It's not been the best time in my life. But that's what the teen ages give ya. My gf, that is now another ex has cheated on me.

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Yayyyyyy. Tbh I'm not really affected. My family told me not to be with her. That's she's not good. Or they get weird vibes. Whatever. So I listen. Lucky enough I listen feelings with her in time. So it doesn't hurt. It just... Like? Idk. It's like I'm wondering what I did wrong. And stuff. That's the only thing I care about. Well, that and one of my friends. They seem to be distancing there selfs from me. Like spending a lot of time with there other friends and when I say hi there don't say hi back to me in school. Which is.. Fun. Also tbh I really care for that person. Like hella. But it will be ok. People leave. People come. This one tho, this one will leave a mark. Really fun times. Really sad time. Angry times. Broken times. Ha.. A lot of times. But, like I say. It will be ok....

Right?...

It will be ok, right..?

Right...?

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