I feel like shit. My Mom didn't let me go to any parties this holiday. Figures...since that's what it's been like my whole life.
Scrolling through social media is even more depressing, everyone's living an otherwise eventful life, and me.....well...the only events taking place are those in my head and they consist of suicide and tears. If only I was somewhere else, like the Bahamas. Or if only I had a dog... I'd name him/her Kraken. Why? Because I'm utterly fascinated by dragons.(Not that anyone would know).
If only I had longer hair, lighter eyes and 5'9 height... . If only my family was different, I'd be different. It's safe to say I'm not quite satisfied with my upbringing..or character.
If only I had a strong, cool friend group.... I'd probably be less depressed.
If only........you know?
