Following the band's leader

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I was sitting on the plane and Chan was next to me, next to the window to keep me away from it. But knowing how high we gonna be, didn't help. We are all near each other, and they now know about my fears. I grabbed ahold of Chan's hand and he soothingly rubbed the top part of my hand with his thumb.

Speaking softly to me, in Korean, as I stared up at the ceiling of the plane. The worst thing you can do is close your eyes if you are afraid of heights or something. The plane took off, a few times I had whimpered. Chan was again still there and holding my hand, and speaking to me to try to help keep my mind off of it.

*bang chan pov*

It was a few hours since take off. Hwan was finally able to fall asleep, if I am being honest I was worried for him. Because he paled a lot, and he was shaking so bad, and nearly broke the skin on my hand; that will heal over time, I was more worried for his sake.

Hyunjin peeked over "he okay?" He asked alongside Felix and seungmin. "Yeah, he is fine," I say softly staring at the poor boy. My heart ached that he has to deal with this fear. He barely spoke as well, guess didn't trust his voice.

I'll admit it, Hwan has always been special to me. That special part of my heart that I go home to, rather it's in thought or what. He is that centerpiece if it wasn't for him. I don't believe there be stray kids. If I say so myself, I am falling for him. I think I started too a long time ago.

I smiled to myself as my eyes closed and I fell asleep.

*hwan pov*

I don't know how long I was out, but when I woke up, I saw how peaceful Channie was sleeping it calmed me down from a forming panic. "Hey hwan," I looked over and saw Lee Know, "hi," I say and he smiled "you okay?" I nodded with a small smile "I will be, how long have we got?" I asked "two more hours," I thanked him.

Two hours to go, and Chan looks adorable sleeping. So I stole another picture, "if you post that~" my eyes widen and I froze. I slowly turned to see Chan's eyes open and a smirk form on his face. I clicked post and smirked back. "Suffer dear Channie," and he stared "you really" I giggled and watched the comments roll in.

"Better be glad I like you, asshole," he said jokingly and laughed. I smiled and placed down my phone, my anxiety is building and I jumped when turbulence hit. My breathing began to speed up, "hwan!" Chan quickly grabbed my hand holding it tightly, pulling my attention to his face.

I looked like a scared puppy, I know it. Chan was trying his best to calm me down. "You're okay," I breathed as he instructed and he smiled when I calmed down a bit more.

When we finally landed, I was thankful for the ground. Since it's Sunday, nothing is open so I couldn't do the shopping today. The concert is Friday night. They are going to be doing a lot of rehearsals and dance practices.

We unpacked everything and once again, Chan stole my room, and I chuckled. He is almost like a kid if you will. I showered and put on sweats and a T-shirt, Chan went in after me. I laid out on the bed, my body sinking into the mattress and the cold sheets.

I heard the bathroom door open, and out walked a shirtless Chan. Christopher is gonna get Chan in trouble, I chuckled to myself. That was a good one. I couldn't help but stare until I got caught. "Like what you see?" My eyes widen and I stuttered, and turned red, turning my whole body away from him. He chuckled and closed the bathroom door.

After a few more minutes he came and laid down. "Your still flustered aren't you?" He asked and I huffed. He laughed, pulling me into his arms as we both fell asleep from jet lag and exhaustion.