COMING FROM PAST| KM [✓]

13

────after ending the call with his boyfriend, jimin broke down into tears.

he's feeling ashamed and absolute disgust with his own self.

he's in a relationship...

but he let his ex boyfriend touch him.

he let his ex boyfriend overpower him again.

why can't he fight?

"jungkook is going to break up with you once he'll know the truth."

the unconscious mind of his told him, causing jimin to shakes his head as 'no'.

"no, he wouldn't. he loves me and about what truth."

he yells in four corners of his bedroom.

"you lie to him. you cheated on him. you let someone else touch you."

the unconscious mind of his spatted those words with a gritted teeth, broking jimin apart.

"b–but i did that for his safety. i would had never cheat on him. he's the one whom i want."

"safety? you could had killed that professor or told your parents. but no you decided to give your body instead. you're a weak person. i'm ashamed of you. you can't fight for yourself. i'm sure jungkook will leave you once he knows his boyfriend is a pathetic and can't stand for himself.

the loud laughter of his unconscious mind echoed in his ears.

while jimin cried, hiding his ears with his palms.

"no, he wouldn't leave me. i'm not pathetic. i'm not a weak person. i did that to save him."

he kept mumbling those words before passing out on the floor.

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remembers, it's fiction...i never intend to write this heavy theme and degrading words but for my story i did.