Now that you know what kind of ghosts I had as a child and wich I still have I hope that you aren't too scared now because we just started this book. Let me tell you guys a bit more about my childhood.
When I was younger I was a pretty open and soial person. I could make friends easily and I could communicate well. I was a really happy kid and I never really chared all of my worries because I din't want to lose all the friends I made but that all changed in the 1th grade when I started to get bullied for my lastname. At first I told them that I din't like it and I also went to the teacher and told her all about it and who it was. She just gave them a warning, I tought that it over but I was wrong. Instead it just got worse and all the kids who saw me get bullied just laughed with them and girls from my class also started to make fun of the way I dress. I came litterly running to my mom crying everyday. So my mom went to the teacher alot but she din't do anything about it. So after half a year my mom just lost it and went all out on the teacher and also talked with the parents of the kid who bullied me. That was the year I lost all of my self confidence nd it changed my whole life.
I din't want anyone to worry alot so I changed everything little by little until everything was only black or any other dark colour, I also banned myself from wearing skirts, dresses and boots. Ofcourse my mother noticed the changes rigt away and we had a talk, but It din't change anything I was from now on the quiet kid from the school. I never talked to anyone from my class and if the teacher asked me to awnser a question my mound shut close and I just culnd't awnser her anymore. I was afraid that if I were wrong they would start laughing at me so I never awnser a question anymore. But I din't awnser it because I din't know the awnser, I din't awnser it because I coulnd't. I just coulnd't talk anymore not I just moved my head to awser. I was actually pretty smart, I never had any questions and even if I did I would never ask them and just tried to solve them on my own. When the other kids noticed I was pretty smart they started to cheat off of anything from me but I just din't care because on a test they had to do it on their own. In the 3th grade there was a new girl who din't go the the next grade because ye idk. But me and her just clicked and we became friends right away. At that time I still din't talk alot but she din't really mind. Because she did most of the talking and I just listened. Like that we were inseparable and no one could come between us. But she could draw really well and after a couple of years everyone wanted to be her friend and she got quite populair but she turned them down because they only wanted to be her friend because she cold draw well and was populair. Me and her where still friends but one girl just stole everyones friend and she even tried to tho steel my friend. But that din't go as planned the girl failed really bad, she couldn't even get really close to her. And me and my only friend just went on llike that till the 7th grade.
