I woke up in the morning smiling then my smile quickly disappeared I realized I had to go to church for the church's annual fundraiser event. I really didn't feel like seeing all these fake people .
I got up and went to the bathroom and started brushing my teeth all that kept running through my mind was the "date". Last night I just had a good time I finished brushing and hoped into the shower I bathed myself and started singing I can't really sing but I feel as if everyone sounds good in the shower I finished soaping and rinsed off .
I got out and put my undergarments I went and pout high waited pants a blue tee and some gold sandals I put my hair in a pony tail and some light makeup put on some coco Chanel perfume I got my Prada purse and headed downstairs I made cereal and ate it in the way to the church .
Once I got into the church my whole mood changed I felt so depressed I walked into the chapel and Johnson was getting the tables out the closet I went up to him and scared him .
"Oh shut you don't scare black people like that "
"My bad "
"Who was that cracker you as with yesterday?"
"None of your damn business"
"Whatever I don't like him I feel a bad vibe"
"You jealous "
"A nigga really don't care about you or what you do "
"Then why you telling me how you feel about him"
He looked angry and walked away.
I called mike to come and help out with me and help me sell These kids and people kinda made me feel better to see how happy they were me mike were having fun Johnson kept giving me the stank eye I felt some type of way .there was so much to do and the sun was so hot and kids kept wanting to get there face painted and my hands were getting really tired and I was on the last brink when my mother finally came and saved the day .
"Who is this fine white fella "
My mom said loudly.
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Hours later....
We made over 2,000 I was sad mike left. He had a work the next day and me and Johnson were the only ones left cleaning up out of know where I felt someone grab me and push me against the wall it was Johnson
"I hate seeing you with other niggas"
I was taken back I've known Johnson since we were kids I had a crush on him as long as I can remember
"I love you "
I can't believe he said that and all I felt was a pair of lips on mine that felt like they belonged there but I finally opened my eyes and stopped it . For some reason I started crying only because he came at the wrong time I really like mike and he had all this time before . And it's sad when he sees me with someone else .
I walked away and got into my car I was crying the whole way home I got inside the house I moped into bed and slept with the same clothes I couldn't find the courage to get up .
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Mike in the mm
