find happiness in little things, they say.
but what if those little things don't matter anymore?
what if that little things we supposed to find happiness at is overshadowed by the things that upsets me?
overshadowed by the misery of what ifs and what could've been?
it's simple to advise someone to focus on the promising signs as well as to stop worrying of the worst situation.
moreover, doing so will only make you more anxious.
but what if I had actually done that?
what if he didn't do it?
what if I did this?
Someone said it perfectly: regrets last forever.
