Can't love u back

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priya comes to her sense when she realizes what they are doing in the middle of the road priya steps back .. she is panting heavily. Ram is looking at her with desire . When her breath becomes normal she looks at ram who are still gazing at her , avoiding eye contact with him priya murmurs, we should leave now .

Ram breaks the car in front of priya's apartment. Rain is still pouring heavily. Ram looks outside , standing in the entrance of the building there few man's are gossiping. Ram looks at priya. Her saree is hugging her body like a second skin. Priya is feeling really cold and trying hard not to look at ram. His intense gaze makes her uncomfortable. Ram gets down from the car and hurriedly goes at her side and open the car door for her. When priya steps down from the car ram grabs his coat from seat and places it above her shoulder. Without looking at ram priya wrap the coat around her body properly. Looking at ram priya says " you should leave now mr Kapor , you must be very tried. Without saying anything ram says " let's go inside , I m
Not leaving you hear  alone "  a adorable smile plays in her lips hearing the last line from ram . Priya is walking towards the escalator where few man's are taking about random things . Ram takes few big steps and start to walk beside priya . Seeing his gesture priya is overwhelmed,  ram makes sure that no one's look st priya in a bad way , Ram stands behind priya to protect her from lustful gaze from other man's . Ram doesn't have any ideas his this small gesture is making priya fall for him more deeply .. a sweet smile is lingering at her lips. Priya and ram Both step inside the lift , priya press the button for her desire floor.. Priya is rubbing her upper body to warm her up little. She occasionally glancing at ram , it's really getting difficult for her to control her woman desire. His wet shirt is hugging his perfect shape body  making him look more desirable. His wet hair that he tries to back brush few times with his finger making him look more handsome. If she looks at him for few more seconds she sure she will do something crazy stuff . Her chain of thoughts broke when lift indicated that they have reached at their desire floor. Priya and ram both are feeling uneasy to start any conversation, priya breaks the silent and says , " Rain is pouring heavily you should wait till rain stops and you are wet also you need to dry yourself first or you will catch the cold "
Ram wants to leave but seeing priya requesting him so dearly he can't refuse her. Priya opens the door of her apartment. Stepping inside priya switch on all the light . Both are avoiding eye contact with each other . Priya moves towards her room and brings a towel for ram . Ram is scratching his forehead he is feeling really uneasy .
" you should dry your hair first " priya hands over the towel to ram
Ram takes the towel from her hand .. their hand slightly touch with each other . Priya hurriedly pulls her hand back . She turns back and starts to move towards her room to change her dress but unfortunately her legs hits with the corner of her bed ,
Priya  screams loudly , bending a little priya is rubbing her toe fingers , before she stands properly again electricity goes off, she stamped her foot in frustration which caused her toe finger curl up in pain.
"" ohh god priya shouts this time really loud "
Hearing her panic voice , ram somehow manages to go into her room, outside light is helping him to figure him out where priya is standing , the rough weather and the strong wind that is blowing which is causing the curtains move in rhythmic way ,sudden thunderstorm making a loud sound and makes the room bright a for a moment, priay closed her eyes tightly and holds her ear , she is afraid of thunderstorms, ram goes near her and place his hand at her shoulder and whisper " Priyaaaaa"
Before ram realizes anything priya  turns towards ram and throw herself in his arms , her arms is holding him tightly .
" Are you okay priya's" ram asks her lovingly
Without saying anything she tighten her grips around his body , her  cold face is pressing against his bare warm chest. Feeling her shivering body , ram circle his arms around her , his hand is caressing her wet back , priya is pushing herself more towards his body pressing her face at his bare chest she is nuzzling at his  chest ,  His body warmth is making her go crazy for him his strong manly fragrance making her more aroused .. Rams one hand is rested above her back and another one is placing above her head , holding her securely at his arms . His body warmth is creating unknown desire at her stomach ..
his shirts button all are opened , When ram heard her shouting that time he was drying himself unbuttoning his shirt . Ram warms body and her wet body is creating havoc inside their body , ram bends a little and starts to nuzzel her neck.. priya's hand travels near his head and clutch his hair . She is pushing him more towards her . The feelings the sparkle the desire that they are feeling now is out of world, no one ever manage to arouse ram in this extend . He desperately wants to make love with her right now , breaking the hugs ram cups her face . Outside light is helping to create a dreamy atmosphere inside the room.  Ram is looking at her longingly, priya eyes is observing every inch of his face , she raised her hand and lightly touched his face , her thumbs is caressing corner of his lips , Ram can't control himself anymore , he placed a long satisfied kiss at her forehead, feeling his hot lips at her skin priya closed her eyes , her hands automatically goes near his chest and clutching his opened shirts . Ram lips slowly  touching every corner of her face , he stops for a moment near to her lips , admiring her for a moment he placed a kiss on her lips , they don't know when that normal kiss turns into a passionate one ..  when both need the oxygen the separated from Each other , priya is breathing heavily , looking down , priya doesn't realize when her saree pallu falls from her body , when her breath becomes a little normal she looks at ram , Ram is looking at at her  with desire , Her milky skin and the fitted bloused which perfectly holding her br**** making her cleavage more noticeable, her low cut blouse is showing her beautiful b****. Priya follows his gaze , looking at herself priya hurriedly crossed her arms around her body and looks down . She is bitting her lips , she is feeling extremely shy suddenly. Ram is taking a slow steps towards her , feeling him
Near her , she bits corner of her lips and closed her eyes .. ram snakes one hand around her waist and in a swift motion he picks her in his arms . Priya entwined her finger around his neck for support. Both are looking at each other . His intense looks making her shy, lowering her gaze she is bitting her lips to avoid the shyness . Ram carefully place her on the bed . Ram is admiring the view of her body . Priya tries to place the pallu on her body but ram holds her hand and whisper " Don't do this " let me seee youuu .. his finger top is caressing her face priya tightly closed her eyes , " you don't have any idea priya how beautiful you are looking today " saying this ram comes over her and starts nuzzled her neck . Priya arch back to give him better access, her hand automatically goes at his back .. ram is placing soft kisses all over her , neck , cleavage her jaw line ,, priya's hand find it's way towards his hair , she fist his hair , his sloppy kisses creating butterflies at her stomach . Her leg is not supporting her , her leg fingers pressing the bed tightly to control her pleasure . Ram stops near her expositing cleavage , he bends near her cleavage , he caressing there with his cheeks , his stubble beards lightly piercing her skin ,  making her every part of the body screaming in pleasure. . Priya tries to pulls his face towards her lips , but ram is not in mood to leave her cleavage so easily , his hand finds her palm and entwined his hand with her , he is caressing her cleavage now with his lips. Making priya gasp in satisfaction. Priya's hand is itching to touch him but ram is restricted her , holding her hands
" Please rammmm " priya somehow manage to says
Hearing his name for the first time from her mouth a smile plays his lips , ram leaves her hand to let her touch him , her fingers already started to roaming at his back.. Placing a kiss at her cleavage ram bends down a little more his lips is trailing allOver her belly , priya can't take this torture anymore she grabs his hair to pull him up but ram is placing wet kisses at her belly button .. feeling his hot lips priya raised her body a little from the bed to give him better access. Ram leaves a love bite at her belly , " ouchhhh" priya yelps , his hand is playing with her waist tracings every inch of her waist and belly , Priya can't take this anymore , she somehow manage to pulls ram face near to her face .. both are gazing each other eyes , both eyes are sparkle in desire . closing her eyes she slightly parted her lips , ram bends down a little , his half weight is above priya and remaining is at his elbow , he capture her lips , slowly both are kissing each other . Her hand is scratching him back , ram lightly bits her lips and sucked there making priya gasp.. ram breaks the kiss for moment to take her oxygen, when her breaths become stable ram started to kissing her again .. his hand is busy to admire her body .. when both of them need for oxygen they parted, ram is looking at her angelic face , his breath becomes heavy in desire to feel her completely, priya slowly opens her eyes and look at him, both are now looking at each other there is soo much emotions going in each other eyes . Priya raised her hand and gently caress his cheeks , they don't blank for a second , her thumbs is lightly stroking his stubble beards , Her eyes is the most attractive part of her face and he can't take his eye from her face .
" I .. priya is finding it difficult to tell him what she feels for him . Ram is looking forward to hear what she wants to say ... priya knows she can't go further without telling him how much she loves him . Ram is waiting for her to say something, Looking at his eyes priya whisper " I love you Ramm , I really really do!!!!! She is waiting for his reply , shocked expression is written all over his face . He does not know how to react it , he was not prepare for that , whatever moment they are sharing right now he thoughts it a mutual physical attraction for each other nothing else . Ram moves aside and sits on the bed , suddenly she is feeling cold her body is missing his warmth. priya properly place the saree on her body and covers her , sitting on the bed her back side is touching the headrest board , she is trying read his expressions, but at his face there is no emotions . her heart is still beating abnormally .
" Mr kapoorrr" priya breaks the silent , without saying anything Ram gets up and button up his shirt ,
" I should leave now " without looking at her ram leaves from there . Her beautiful dove eyes well up with tears , few moments ago that her heart is dancing In happiness but now it's squeezed in pain .. she is feeling someone is continuously piercing her heart with a needle .. she hugs her knees tightly and hide her face on her lap .. a sobs escape from her lips .. she can still feels his every touched every kiss at her body , she can smells his fragrance from her saree which making
Her sobbing more ...

Ram is driving his car. Looking extremely frustrated.. he can't get her out from his system, her confession her eyes that are longingly looking at him for a answers every single things is haunted him . He is feeling pissed off now it himself, why he had gave her wrong signal , knowing the fact that what type woman priya is how could he thought that priya wants him only for physical desire . He knows he breaks her heart but what he can do , he is not ready for any serious relationships, he loves his freedom he loves his this life he doesn't want to compromise his happiness. He doesn't believe in commitment type relationship. And priya is not at his type at all . Ram is in dilemma now how will he works with her knowing the fact that she loves him and he just can't dismiss her from her job .

Priya doesn't know how many hours have passed . She is still on the bed lifelessly .. every thing is seems meaningless now for her . She does not any strength left for cry . She can still feel the pain at her heart but , she knows she have to live her life with this pain . It's not possible for her to forget him completely, it's not possible for her to hate him , it's not his fault for not loving her . It's her fault to assume that he likes her . Wiping her tears from back of her hand she get down from the bed and moves towards the washroom.. she can still feels his touches at her body , standing under the shower , priya cried out loudly , her tears is mixing up with the shower water , she is rubbing her body very roughly to erase the feelings of his touch. She fell into the floor . Hugging herself she is crying like a baby . She can't tolerate the pain of this heart break .

Thanks each and everyone for liking this story and pushing me further to complete it . Your vote and comments really force me to write it . I know I m updating really late , I m sorry for that . Please ignore grammatical error . And waiting for your comments and vote ..

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