Regretful love letters

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I have some time on my hands so I will be trying to sort my feelings here, I do like you but I also dislike the idea of liking you because you, as a character, are "flawed" and not many people like you which makes me like you even more but also after consuming some fan content I realized that being your fan makes me a "not like other girls" girl and it has made me feel even more weird because of this crush. It made me realize my horrible saviour complex and by loving you I would unconsciously catagorize you with other characters and things that I love that are flawed or broken. And since I really like you I don't want to like you because I am the type of girl that likes the overlooked or imperfect things. But you are not, you are perfect just the way you are. You do have a lot of other fans that will support you better that I ever could and I don't want to love anything anymore because that devalues the objects since I have no value or self respect. I like to buy broken things in shops for example and since you are a high end piece of art I don't want to lump you with my other ignored/hated children. This is a problem I had with many other things which means it's about me, not about you. Every choice you have made and will make in the future is most likely the best and I respect and love them all. From your different hairstyles to your hobby/profession is perfect and cute and handsome and nice and beautiful and good and any other synonym. Find your heaven and stay sexy king <3

I'm sorry for liking you.