I wish I knew you wanted me. || .R.E.

02

7:30 AM - June 30 - North Kill, NY.
Y/N L/N

IT'S MORNING, AND YOU DIDN'T FEEL LIKE GETTING UP; but since the few counslers were awake, you also decide to get up.

So you put on a t-shirt and some jeans. Nothing special going on today, only some 12 year olds bothering you with questions later on.

...

You walk out of your cabin, seeing Ryan walking out of his cabin also, "Hey Ryan!" You wave and walk down to where he was. Ryan is a quiet person, I mean you only had one conversation with him; his voice was deep, very soothing as well, you felt your cheeks pink up from the smile he gave you; it was a sweet, and genuine smile. But it was only the fifth day being there and you having feelings for someone now; was too fast.

"Hey Y/n, how are you?" His head turns to you; he turns down the volume on his phone, so you guess he didn't turn his phone into Chris. "I'm good, I'm not really feeling excited to see these kids unlike Abi, but anyways how about you?" You say, "I'm alright, not really feeling these kids either," He shrugs; you smile, "let's go to the lodge, shall we?" He nods.

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You and your coworker, Ryan, walk into the lodge for some breakfast by Chef Nick. You walk over to your friend, Emma, who is acquainted with Jacob, the two seemed awfully close; even if it was their fifth day, it was giving you tension between them. "Hey Y/n!" Emma waves you over, smiling and everything; you also saw Abigail, or Abi. "Hey guys," you smile, looking at the trio. Abi looks over at you and whispers, "thank god you came, I was being the third wheel." She smiles, and you chuckle; "I'm your hero, I guess." You shrug.

Breakfast was finally over; you decide to stay for a bit to walk with Emma, but she's already with Jacob. You sigh, and walk down to auditorium for your daily class.

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Teaching the kids wasn't all that bad; you had to deal with them for 2 months, so you tried getting to know them a bit; your favorite kid was a girl name Tina, she's 9, she's bossy, but also very outgoing; so basically like you. Sometimes she would make you laugh by the way she was talking to the other kids.

"Alright guys! Music class is over, I'll see you later," You wave them goodbye as they go back to their cabins. You turn behind you to see the mess they made, you roll your eyes and walk over to pick up the many guitars that Mr. H provided. "You need any help?" You turn to see Ryan standing in the doorway, you smile, "Sure, if you could pick up the other pointless stuff and throw it away, that'll be great;" you turn back around and finish on what you were doing.

"So... how was guitar practice?" He looks at you, noticing the guitars being torn up by the careless children; "it was fine, some of them actually listened to me," you finish putting up the guitars and turn to him, Ryan chuckles a bit then goes back to his monotone self. "How was sailing?" You look at him, he shrugs, "some kid fell into the lake, it was hard to get him out of the water because no one was helping." He sighs, "your class sounds way better than what I'm doing," you look at him like he's dumb or something, "it's not, a lot of undone guitars playing all the time," you chuckle at the thought of your class today, "your class sounds way more fun than mine," Ryan shrugs, "I'll see you later, I gotta go help Dylan with something." He waves you goodbye and you wave back with a smile.

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It was finally dinner time, and you were worn out, you didn't even feel like walking to the lodge. But you did anyways.

You walk into the lodge seeing all the kids at their tables with their new friends. Laughing and smiling. "Y/n! Come over here!" You turn your head to see Dylan waving at you to come over; You walk over and sit down between Ryan and Dylan, "so, how are you guys?" Dylan asks everyone at the table, "I'm good," says almost everyone at the table, "I'm alright, just tired of walking almost everywhere," you say putting your head down on the table; "Same y/n, same," Kaitlyn says.

...

Dinner was pretty good tonight, y'all had one of your favorite dinners you had back home. But it was time to go to sleep, unfortunately, you and your friends were having a good time laughing to Dylan's jokes; you and Ryan had a few glances, Jacob noticed and started teasing you two.

You walk with Ryan to your cabin; everyone already went to there cabins but you two had the cleaning duty after the kids mess, "So, how are you handling everything?" Ryan looks at you, his face glowed in the moonlight, he looks really beautiful in your opinion, "fine, I haven't really had any problems with anyone, it's alright, I guess," You shrug; Ryan nods and looks back to what's in front of him.

It was a nice silence, even if you were a outgoing person you loved the silence, it comforts you in a way. "So, do you listen to podcasts?" He looks at you, "yeah, sometimes, I don't really have the time for it," you look at him, "well on your break, next week or whenever, you wanna listen to this one podcasts I listen to?" He asks, you smile "sure, just meet me at the auditorium."

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