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______________________________________Dream's pov
I couldn't keep my mind to myself. I'm under so much pressure; nobody to talk to. I think I want to face reveal.
But to who?♫-people change like the tides of the oceon-♫
George was texting me as I was driving, I ignored all of the texts - I don't want to talk to him or Nick right now. He was right though, I had nobody all because of my face.
I just lie in bed till the afternoon - dreaming about the things that I want to do and I never actually pass them on. It was my time to shine. I was gonna do it. I was going to face reveal to him.
I glanced at the screen; 1 hour until I was there. I texted Karl.
'Hey I'm coming to your house, I'll be there in an hour, I'm gonna be wearing a green and blue hoodie and I'm driving my tesla'.
'Uhmm, okay I'll see you then'. He instantaneously texted back.
♫ - 20 hours in an old van - ♫
'Why do I do this?', I keep on thinking but I finally realised - that's just me.
Even when I was 18, I made unforgiveable mistakes - I hurt my bestfriend out of selfishness. That's not what I'm doing to Nick, right?
I need to stop worrying - i'm sure i'm not anything like that anymore.
♫ - Now that interstate is paved with memories of a past life I lived when I was eighteen - ♫
My tears were dropping onto my lap - I miss George. I remember when it was me, George and Sapnap verses the world, but now we have all parted ways.. Because of me.
George's pov
I slowly have realised, I regret moving to Brighton, dream is now super mad at me. I just want him to notice me..
I called Tommy and invited him over. I don't really want to be alone. . Especially during these wild days.
Ring ring
'HEY GOGY, I'M AT YOUR HOUSE!' Tommy expressed.
'Alright, alright. I'll let you in.'As I got up; my phone started ringing. I walked towards the front door to greet Tommy and I then answered the call.
'Hey, George, do you know what dream means by these texts?' Karl explained. He then sent me texts:
'Hey, I'm coming to your house, I'll be there in an hour, I will be wearing a green and blue hoodie and I'm driving my tesla'
What the fuck.
'Karl, he's going to face reveal to you'.
Suddenly, a wave of fear flashed me. This was all my fault. Only 1 thing could keep me temporarily happy - streaming.
'Hey guys, welcome to today's stream. We are going to be playing in the hardcore minecraft server with Tommy!'
I ended stream in tears. Often, I cover up and fake a smile to make it appear that I'm happy. In that stream; it was obvious that I wasn't happy. Tom had left by now, he could tell I wasn't okay. I scrolled on insta. DNF tweets dotted around my page as I realise that I had so many happy times with Dream and now he's ignoring me..
My eyes puff up as I just let it out. I love him.
But what if he doesn't love me back?
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RomanceGeorge has moved to Brighton due to loneliness and dream's mental health is declining.. I've lost motivation, it's not being carried on:)