𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻: Seungkwan x Svt

lets try again | jeongboo

seungkwan feels guilty again, for the nth time in the week.

Something had gotten over him since last saturday. something- something seungkwan wished it was the last thing he would have ever wished.

It was years ago when this feeling had bloomed, turning his stomach into knots when that certain someone had talked to him.

Now, it's just a sign of terror (or what seungkwan would frame it as) in his present days.

Slowly falling for his ex

***

"Hi" Seungkwan greeted him with a soft smile.

"Hey, how are you?" Jeonghan, a kind man, his ex and his only child's father. (If this was past, seungkwan would have described him in a million words)

"I'm good. You know, hyun's been bugging me all this week just so he could meet you sooner"

Jeonghan chuckled, taking hyun in his arms.

"You're lucky your father's free today. Otherwise no father time"

Seungkwan still remembered the time when they used to be together, they would sit under a tree jeonghan's head on his lap. Looking at the star (seungkwan) he adored so much.

"When we have kids, I'm gonna make them the most spoiled kid to ever exist"

"I Dare you do that. I'll take my kid away from you"

"Oh sure"

Back then, it was just a joke.

****

It's night and Seungkwan glanced towards them, hyun and jeonghan watching TV together.

Some part inside him, cracks and is making him nervous.

Seungkwan is hating it how all the beautiful memories which they both created back then are rushing back to back which was making him angry, sad, confused, heartbroken at the same time.

He knows he's over him. He knows.

"Seungkwan?"

It's jeonghan who's calling him.

"Huh? Oh- where's hyun?" Seungkwan looked flustered, searching for hyun and the sudden arrival of jeonghan.

"He's asleep in his room, you were looking disturbed so i didn't interrupt"
His words were mumbled.

Seungkwan couldn't keep it to himself now, something inside him was aching. He wanted to speak up, so he did.

"Jeonghan.." He quivers, his eyes going red in just a second, looking all vulnerable. As if, he kept thinking about this, hurting himself with loneliness.

Jeonghan couldn't keep up, but he took seungkwan in his embrace, tightly hugging him. None of them spoke.

And none of them slept. Jeonghan took him to his room, both getting on the bed, pulling the covers above them. Jeonghan didn't let him go, and neither seungkwan had any intention to go.

It was five in the morning, seungkwan had his eyes open, looking at jeonghan.
It was as if he was back in good old days.
It felt so nice, his heart wasn't aching anymore. It was free, this is what his heart wanted.
And once again, the brain lost.

****

Took a very very long break. This isnt as good as what I had in mind. But anyways, I hold y'all like it!