Instagram Story-Finn Wolfhard x Reader

30. Secrets

Y/n POV

"So how did it go?" Finn asked me. My stomach felt like it was in a tight knot. "It was great" I said. His hand swayed as he walked. My hand softly touched his. He looked at me for a few moments. "Uh thats great, I'm happy for you" He said nervously. It felt like butterflies were running through my stomach. 

I grabbed his hand and held it. He seemed surprised. Maybe he didn't think of this as a date. I felt my heart sink. I dropped his hand. "Uh sorry my hands were cold" I think that was the worst excuse I had ever made. He smiled and looked over to the side. I could tell he knew I was lying. I felt stupid. Why did I grab his hand. 

He suddenly interlocked his hand with mine. I felt my cheeks warm up. I looked to see his expression. He was trying to hide his smile. I smiled and looked down at my feet. "So where should we go?" I asked. He shrugged. "I don't know to be honest" He said and scratched his neck. "we could go here?" I suggested at the empty coffee shop.

He nodded and let me pull him by the hand into the shop. We both got Milkshakes and walked back outside. It was around 8:30 and the street was extremely quiet. We sat down at a bench in the park. "its so quiet" I said. He stayed quiet.

"Y/n I need to tell you something, important" He said suddenly. I turned to face him. He looked agitated. "Mhm what is it?" I said as I searched his face. He seemed nervous and worried at the same time. "You know when you had dinner at my house?" He asked. I nodded, waiting for him to go on.

He looked like he wanted to stop. "Promise me this won't change anything when I say this?" He said seriously. I smiled and placed my hand over his. "Finn I don't think anything you say right now will change anything between us. We're friends" I said reassuringly. He paused for a moment. "Y/n I heard everything you said in the bathroom" He said blankly.

I froze. If he heard everything that means. "Oh" The noise escaped from my lips. He nodded sheepishly. "So you heard that" I said but stopped. "I heard that you liked me, yeah" He finished my sentence. I nodded. I felt incredibly embarrassed. I didn't know whether I should cry, scream or run. I sighed.

"I can't lie this is really embarrassing" I said and laughed nervously. He stayed silent and watched me. "I'll be honest I do, no did have a crush on you but we can forget about it right?" I said and hoped he would agree. I smiled weakly. "oh um okay" He said. There was an awkward silence between us.

"We should probably get back" I said sadly and stood up. I turned around to start walking. I didn't want to make this even worse. But as I started walking Finn grabbed my hand and pulled me back to him. "forget about what I said about not changing things" He began. I stared at him confused. "W-what do you mean?" I asked nervously.

"Y/n I like you, I like you a lot and I'm sorry I didn't tell you before" He said seriously. I felt like crying when I heard that sentence. "Finn.." I whispered. He kept talking. "I can't forget about it and I really do like you" He said weakly. I smiled.

I grabbed his arm so he would stop talking. He looked at me with a confused expression. "I lied about not liking you anymore" I said sheepishly. He smiled a little. We stared at each other for a moment. My heart pounded against my chest. I didn't want anything more than to kiss him. I stared at his lips.

The few seconds felt like hours. Then Finns lips met mine. His soft lips made everything around me stop. I threw my arms around his neck and leaned in closer. His hands moved swiftly to my waist. I became lost in his soft, warm lips and Vanilla and mint breath. His dark curly hair twisted around in my fingers.

And then it was over. I panted slightly as we broke apart. I didn't want it to end. When I looked at him he was uncontrollably smiling. I smiled shyly. "Well we should probably head back" I said and broke the eyecontact. "Yeah" He said still grinning. "Stop smiling. I'm embarrassed" I said quickly.

He chuckled a bit before locking my arm in his and walking back to the hotel. When we were back I locked myself in the bathroom and showered. I didn't know what to do. I kissed Finn. He liked me back. I wrapped the towel around myself and sat on the floor. Why do I have to share a room with him?

All those thoughts washed away when I realized my clothes were on the storage room. The main room was the bedroom and there was a hallway. On one side the bathroom on the other the storage. I prayed he was asleep or busy as I unlocked the door. I crept into the room with relief. I got dressed quickly and walked out.

I sat next to Finn on the bed awkwardly. "Um so.." I said but didn't know what to say. He smiled and pressed his lips against my cheek. I blushed and looked away. He smiled. "You don't have to look away" He said and pulled me closer to him. "I can tell you're blushing anyways" He teased. I huffed and looked away.

"I'm not used to this" I said. He seemed amused at how embarrassed I was. "okay" He said and up straight. I frowned with confusion. "You can ask me anything about..us" He said and stared into my eyes. I blushed at the word us. 

"what are we?" I asked. He thought about this question. "Well I want to be with you. What do you want?" He said and stared at me, looking for an answer. "I want to be with you too" I said. He smiled. I kissed him on the cheek before hiding into my pillow. He smiled and took the pillow off. I stared at him. 

Why was I acting like this? Before I could think of a logical answer Finn pressed his lips against mine.