Love And Reason

•Remainders Of Him

" You are gone, but what I felt is still here. "

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" Adya... " he looked straight into her eyes, his hot breath hitting her cheeks, due to their tiny distance between each other, she could feel his warmth coming from his body which makes her want to snuggle into him.

" It's just one year, it will pass in a blink " he cupped her cheeks and wiped her tears.

" I promise to call you every day whenever I get time " he promised her, she threw her arms around and hugged him, she couldn't help but cry hugging him tightly when she think he has to leave her for one year, she looked up at him still hugging.

" Pinky Promise? " He chuckled at her and then pinched her nose.

" Pinky Promise! "

" Mam, Here is your order. Hope you enjoy it! " A boy who looked like a college fresher served her order and flashed his smile.

She snapped out of his thoughts and looked at him and reciprocated, she looked out of the glass window, letting her drown in his thoughts.

It's been exactly one year since he left for his PG, This one year was the most difficult part of her life, it feels like she had lost a part of her, she feels horrible every second, she feels suffocating, she feels like she wants to do nothing but to be in his arms and to sleep on him.

A lonely tear escapes her eyes as she stared at his picture posted on Instagram with some girl named Tanuja.

" Hanging out with friends " she read the captain under the picture with a mocking voice and with a scoff.

Being in love with someone else isn't easy, especially when you are in love with your best friend who doesn't seem to care about you,

" Lier," she muttered looking at his picture, It's been two months since he last had a proper conversation with her, every time she tries to call or text him he would that he is busy or not replying to her calls and texts, it hurts her so bad every time she thinks about him, and every single time she feels the pain which makes she realize that she is in love with him.

LOVE. Love is a strong emotion that makes you strong and weak at the same time, it's so addictive and attached.

Love is a very difficult feeling or expression to explain in mere words. love is about those moments, which fill warmth in the heart, moments of pure selflessness, moments of magic.

Her love is something that words cannot describe.

When they saw each other, their eyes spoke a lot more than words did.

The best way she felt his presence was by holding his hands. She never knew holding someone's hand can show you that deep emotion between two people, until she held his hands.

The smallest gifts from him became the best memories between them, His pranks, and his mischievous acts made her fall more for him.

Every second when they were walking on the road, his hands were wrapped around her shoulders, to give 'that' protective vibe, making her believe that no one could touch her.

The way they show in movies, about a boy adjusting his girl's hair, is so true. She feels his utmost care when he does that.

He wiped her sweat with his handkerchief when they were walking on a hot-summery day. At that moment, she couldn't do anything, except look into his eyes gracefully for his care.

Instead of getting angry and irritated, he made fun of all her foolish acts.

When he was leaving, they knew that were not gonna meet again for months. She sensed him holding her hands even more tighter, while he was leaving

With this act, she thought that he going to miss her but boy she realized it was so wrong, she realized everything she thought was wrong because of the past two months, the past two months were the most awful part of her life.

No matter how much she tried to convince herself saying he was just busy but his actions prove her wrong, And no matter how hard she tries to not think about him, she just couldn't cause somehow she thinks about him because it was like everything she feels and everything she sees is a reminder of him.