Ever since I was young I have been an explorer, I've seen many places and have many stories to tell, but here, this story is the most important one yet. I'm 35 years old, and have yet to find a love worth sacrificing for. People tell me Roma you are far too pretty to be so lonely, you were once a model, then why are you so sad. There is an easy answer, nobody fits with my fiery personality, i'm just, too me, you know. "I'm far to depressed right now", I tell myself, so i should just go outside for a little smoke, I put on my heels and step outside. The weather has been a bit off, just like my heart it's cold and foggy. I just find it funny how accompanied I am all the time and still just feel alone, but this is the only time in a long period of time that I have absolutely felt, alone, alone. Ever since my best friend Aria moved out of the city, I've felt as if I absolutely don't have any friends or anyone to be around with. But who am I kidding, I prefer sitting at home reading alone or being outside with my camera taking photographs of the beautiful (not really) skyline of Los Angeles. I light up my cigarette just as a odd tall guy walks infront of me, my gaze just kept following him and I just couldn't stop staring. His face was just perfect, he had a stubbly beard, piercing green eyes, a sharp nose and he has a very fit and lean body. I feel as if I've met him before, I'm not sure. Just as he is about to turn around the block, he stopped, turned and started walking towards me. I suddenly start feeling my chest wanting to explode, was he really walking towards me? probably not. So I just looked away from him and onto my watch, it was exactly 7:00 P.M. The sun was going down and the sky started to taint itself in a grayish orangish kind of color. " hello" I hear from behind me. I turn around, oh sh't it's him, what should I do? what should I say?, the words " you're beautiful" pour out of my mouth, "thank you" he answers as he grins. Shoot! why did I say that, I felt my face burning with embarrassment. I wonder why I'm feeling like this, it's not like if I've never talked with a man before. "would you like to get dinner some time?" he asked. " Sure, if you feel you are up to the task", he smiled at me and says " you think your very cool? don't you", " of course I'm cool" I answer back, "well then Ms. Super cool, meet me in front of Santa Monica Pier, say Friday at 7:00 in the afternoon". Just as I was going to deny to his proposal he left without a trace. I guess I have a date on Friday...
