Heaven is Better Then Hell

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Why did my life end like this?

Why am I here, instead of down there,

enjoying my life.

But no,

people did this to make me.

I believed them.


Those messages,

those punches,

sent hurtfulness to me.

The notes,

the laughter.

No one helped me,

no one even cared.


They thought I was a creep,

Just because I dreaded waking up.

They thought I was crazy,

When I cried myself to sleep.

My parents hated me,

Thought I was trash.

Waste to them.


I was a "second choice".

No one saw me broken.

Why would they care anyway.

They didn't notice me.

They ignored me.


Trash I was to them,

Who cares anyway.

I'm ugly.

Fat.

Dumb.

No one would like me.


That's why I'm here,

In heaven.

I was in hell,

the horror it was.

The scissors that cut my skin,

The razor that gave me scars.

but my 2 favorite weapons,

the gun in my hand pointed to my heart,

and the roped slightly tied around my neck.


Thanks world,

heaven is better.

I chose my destiny,

and it paid off.

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