➵Need: a situation in which someone or something must do or have something
: something that a person must have : something that is needed in order to live or succeed or be happy
Fall Fall Fall, scattering apart
Fall Fall Fall, falling
Because of you, I'm becoming ruined
I wanna stop, I don't want you anymore
I can't do it, this sucks
Please don't give me any excuses
☁His POV☁
It's been about a month since she left me but it feels like a thousand years. I can't function without her. She's already found somebody new. It pierces me, I'm going crazy, I hate this
Take it all away, I hate that I still love her. I've been asking myself, Why is it her? Why did it have to be her?
Why can't I leave her?
I turn down into the street that we first met and started our life together at. I was so lost into my thoughts I noticed that I was in front of the house we shared. I wasn't the type of place with the white picket fence but it was just enough as long as I had her.
I knocked on the door knowing that she'd still be here with her new boyfriend of course. She opens the door and our eyes meet for the first time in forever. Those same eyes I fell in love with, her face hardens but motions for me to come in. "Why are you here?" She says. It still feels good to hear her voice. "I just thought I'd stop by.", she walks into the kitchen and I follow behind her. "Why do you keep coming back?, she questions me. I was about to answer her when I noticed the purple mark on her cheek. "Did he do this", I ask while touching her cheek she flinches but stays in place. She looks down sighing in defeat "Why do you stay with him if he does this?", I question. "Because I love him." And those words hit me like a ton of bricks, "He gives me more attention than you ever had" noting back to the reason why she broke up with me. My career had took off and I ended up getting lost with the fame and I hurt the ones I love most including her.
"Look I'm so sorry but you deserve better than this." "Please just leave" she mumbles but loud enough for me to hear. I stand still, she notices and yells "GET OUT! WHY DO YOU KEEP COMING BACK!". "Because I love you, No IM IN LOVE WITH YOU" I respond. Her eyes widen in shock but I continue "I can't eat, sleep, or breath without you." "I NEED YOU" her face shows an expression that's unreadable as she says, "Well I don't love you nor am I in love with you. Just please let me go and move on." Tears fill her eyes and so does mine as she walks me to the door. "Please just leave." As she kisses my cheek one last time I walk out of the door feeling empty and heartbroken.
I feel the cold air hit me and I head home. I get lost in my thoughts when I'm suddenly bumped past. I look back to see HIM. Her new boyfriend the one who took the girl I loved. I was barely at the end of the street when I heard a crash....
☁Your POV☁
I sit on the couch thinking about Taehyung when I heard Eric stumble through the door. Before I knew it I was thrown against the wall. "WHAT THE HELL WAS HE DOING HERE?" He barked at me. "He just stopped by it was nothing" I say quietly absolutely terrified. "He doesn't love you he's a loser he's worthless", he responds back. Since we've been together Eric was always telling me how Taehyung never loved me and always said bad things about him and I guess after a while... I started to believe it and I began to fall out of love with him. I love Taehyung with all my heart but I can't leave Eric. I snap out of my thoughts as I hear Eric's hand slam down on the table, "Are you even listening or are you to busy thinking about that piece of shit?"
I finally got sick of it and decided to stand up for Taeyung. "HES NOT WORTHLESS AND HES NOT A PIECE OF SHIT" and quietly added, "and he does love me." I guess that did it because he slapped me so hard I fell and on my way down I knocked over a few things. "You bitch! Are you sleeping with him?" "You still love him don't you?" Before I could answer he grabs me and holds my neck. I feel my breaths getting shorter as I say a prayer to myself. But then his weight is lifted of me as I hit the floor trying to catch my breath....
☁His POV☁
As soon as I hear the crash I jet towards her house. I open the door to hear yelling coming from the kitchen and peep around the corner to see Eric chocking her. Before I could think I grabbed an empty beer bottle and busted into the kitchen. I rushed over and pushed Eric off of her. Then I hit him with the bottle and it shattered into pieces. I couldn't believe that I did it I never hit anyone in my life. "Son of a bitch!" He yelled at me. "Don't ever touch her again" and suddenly I realized what I just did. I stabbed him and once I started I couldn't stop.
"STOP" I hear her yell but I don't. I didn't stop until I saw him fall on the floor lifeless and..dead. She rushes over him "Eric? ERIC! Please!" she yells with tears streaming down her face. I backed up into the green wall and slid down. What have I done? I look over and see the love of my life crying over someone who didn't even care about her. I lost her.
I'm sorry. I need you Yn.
