Don't Speak

I know what you're saying

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Taylor and Gaga spent a few minutes embraced, none of them said anything....all they could hear abd feel where their tears, -"I'm sorry I never let you talk...I'm sorry I kept you away from your children"-Gaga sobbed, sniffling harshly; Taylor shook his head, -"It's on me...I didnt fought hard enough for you or my kids...I love you baby"-he whispered, kissing her softly, -"I love you too...listen, we are gonna get through this. I'll be right with you ok?", Gaga smiled, feeling her husband's stubbly cheeks, -"I need time...distractions maybe, to sort of...assimilate stuff, right?", Gaga smiled wide, -"Okay, take your time, just let me know when you feel ready for treatment", Taylor nodded and kissed her again.
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Taylor and his wife laid on the little park bench in Jesse Spencer's balcony, not really talkibg...just happy to feel each other's presence; -"What time is it", -"1am"; Gaga looked into his eyes, stroking his stubble, -"...Are you okay?"-she asked softly, Taylor sighed deeply, -"Yeah, I think I am...now that I took this out if my chest I feel much better", Gaga smiled softly and laid her head on his chest and held his hand, -"I hope things dont change between us"-Taylor whispered, caressing her soft hair, Gaga lifted up her head, -"It will not change...Taylor. Its hard, for me...for both of us, but it will never change, not ever...so dont worry your little head about it"-she whispered, Taylor nodded but teared up, -"I just-uhmmm", -"Baby don't..please", -"I just didnt know what do you with my self...I couldnt tell anybody Stefani, I feel so alone", -"Baby, youre not alone in this. I promise...I love you so much".
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-"Are the kids in bed?"-Taylor asked, opening up his suitcase and unpacking it, finallt home; -"Yeah, theyre asleep aready"-Gaga sighed, slipping on a white shirt and short silk pants, -"Good"; as Gaga saw her own husband unpack she got a bit emotional& -"...Baby whats wrong?"-Taylor asked, sitting on the edge of the bed, Gaga ran to him and sat on his lap, locking her legs around his waist, crying. -"Stef, why are you crying", -"I'm sorry! I'm sorry I didnt believe you baby,I'm sorry I acted like an ass towards you and-and I made you feel so terrible, I am so sorry", Taylor held Gaga tightly as she calmed down; -"...Stef you have nothibg to be sorry about...I just want you to know that uhmm...we are together now and thats all that matters", Gaga nodded and looked into his eyes after wiping her tears, she held his face and sighed,-"I love you. You're always so strong for me...and now I think its time for me to be strong for you"-she mumbled, Taylor just looked deeply into her eyes before kissing hrr softly, -"Enough waterworks babe, lets go to bed aight?"-he suggested, Gaga nodded and laid on her back, eventually scootibg over Taylor to cuddle him to sleep.
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-"Stef..."-Taylor whispered at his sleeping wife, she grunted in response, -"...Would you mind moving off me?", -"Dont you like my cuddles"-she mumbled, -"I do...but I really have to pee so unless you want your precious arabian sheets stinking of piss then..", -"Ok, ok, I'm up"-she grunted as he bolted off into the bathroom; Gaga sighed and checked her phone, -"....Its 10am..."-she frowned, figuring that her sons were probably already up and starving, she dragged herself out of bed and got in the bathroom, -"Hey!"-Taylor protested, -"I've seen your penis too many times, dont freak out so much"-she whispered, brushing her teetg and washing her face; -"...Ha, ha. Funny arent we?", -"You know I'm not a morning person, T"-she chuckled, clipping her hair up in a bun and kissing him softly befpre heading out. Just like she had imagined. Dante and Joseph were eatibg a bag of ranch Doritos between the two of them, -"...Boys what is this?"-Gaga said, Dante looked up from the TV, -"We were hungry and-and this was on the couch so-", -"So you ate it. All of it. And now you'll be sick, Dante, whst have I told you about colorant?", -"Whats up?"-Taylor said from behind his wife, -"Your twins just ate a whole bag of burritos knowing very well they're allergic to colorant!", -"They were really good though, daddy"-Joseph responded with a smile, -"I'm sure they were, buddy", Gaga sighed, -"Letd get your hands cleaned and give you some fruit salad, see if you dont vomit all over my living room now, andiamo bambinos, come on", -"Don't hurry our kids in italian, you'll get them confused!", -"They're too smart for that T"-Gaga smiled, kissing him lovingly before ushering the kids into the shower.

Gaga and the kids were taking a bit too long in the shower, Taylor waited until she finally got out, -"Well...good news is they didnt vomit on my couches, bad news is...they DID vomit on my indian bathroom tiles so...", -"Once in a lifetime, getting sick for eating a whole bag of Doritos? I think theyre pretty metal!"-Taylor chuckled, -"I put them to bed to watch cartoons...how do you feel?"-she ssked, holding his hands, -"I'm good...and I was just gonna say..I wanted to visit Dr. Schmith today", -"Who is that", -"He is a psychologist and psychiatrist that I found on the web, he has an office here so I thought it may be good to start treatmemt now...I wanna be my 110% for you guys"-he smiled, but Gaga could sense sadness, -"Sounds like a good idea babe, what time?", -"4pm so we can go out for lunch and then go there", -"Yeah, thats great baby...and hey, listen Taylor"-Gaga sighed, caressing his face, -"Theres no pressure. Go at your own pace; dont be embarassed to talk to me about it, I've made mistakes in the past but now...I see thibgs so clearly...and now I can help you to get well, for all of us...you do not have to carry all that weight all the time", Taylor nodded and hugged her tight, -"I love you Stef...I dont know what I'd do without you"-he sobbed, Gaga shook her head trying not to cry, -"I dont know what I'd do without baby. You saved my life. You helped me through everything, and now I wanna give back to you...I love you so much. Please know that you are very loved and you have us three here, always for you. Ok?", Taylor wiped his tears and nodded, -"Thank you for helping me", '"Shhh,don't speak...we will be ok. You will be okay. I love you."

Tadaaaaaaa
The end:D bit sloppy but its 3am here girlfriends. I like it though!!! Send me feedback baes xoxo