I'll Be Back

Chapter Three

Shays POV
Mama and Auntie been buggin all day all day bout me gettin a nigga to escort mevto my sweet sixteen. I don't want no fake ass nikkas at my party, so I guess its me and la familia tonight. Ughh,its times like this when i wish Jeremy was still around. I know he'd escort me,then I wouldn't have this problem.
"S,you wanna see somethin?"
No Jeremy I'm trying to play my game. He grabbed my hand and what I felt caused me to jump. I turned around to see him playin with hisself . Eww i just touched it! "Why it look like dat?, I asked confused. It looked like a hotdog.....definitely jumbo.
"Ma,its cus I didnt get circumsised wit I was a baby."
"Touch it, I can make it move and stuff." I took another look at it. Jarrod tried to get me to touch his but it wasn't as big as Jeremy's. Jeremy's my best friend so I'm more comfortable with him. I hesitated for a moment,then reached out and put my hand on it. It moved and I jumped again. I'm scared of it Jeremy, I said embarrassed. He looked at me and smiled." Don't be scared S,when we get married I'm gonna take tour virginity so you can have my baby. "But J,you're my friend that's nasty,I'm not gonna marry you.Im gonna marry Jarrod,he loves me." He looked up at me angrily and said," he can't love you (period)."
"Yes he can!,"I said fighting back tears.He said he loved me yesterday now get out my room!!" He got up off the bed ,zipped up his pants,and left.
Smh,that flask back was crazy.All I wanna know is, where the hell was my mama when all this was happening. She had always been very distant. Jeremy was always saying no one could love me (period). Maybe he was right because no one likes me and I've never had a boyfriend. Ole jinxin ass nikka. Ughh why is he in my mind all of a sudden.
I refuse to go back being depressed over a nigga that never even called. I gotta get ready for my party.
"Shayla, it's time to go!,"shouted my mama from the living room.
I cant wait to get their and see everyghing. Mama and Daddy got a dj and everything. We drove to the place where the party was being held and all I heard was "birthday cake" by Rihanna. I could see lights flashing everywhere and I smelled daddy grilling in the back this day couldn't get any better. I walked in and everybody screamed "Happy birthday!" The place looked amazing, I was literally in shock. I looked over and saw Tyrell. Tyrell was my cousins homeboy and he was fine as hell. He had pretty hazel eyes and a his smile was orgasmic . He walked up to me and handed me some roses."Happy birthday shayla, you look beautiful." If i was white i swear i'd be red as the kool aid man right now. I looked down embarrassed and finally looked backed up and said "thanks Tyi." He sized me up once again and said "mmm" and walked away.
What was that! Nobody ever says mmm to me. Ever since I lost those twenty five pounds guys have been acting a lil different towards me. I'm still a big girl but not as big as i used to be. I think this weight loss is actually helping me alot."
"Alright,everybody hit the dance floor,"said Tyi over the microphone. I ran onto the dance floor and danced all night."