The devil herself

mothers weird boyfriend

I yawn as i walk out of work tired from not being able to get more then 4 hours of sleep a night because i'm the only responsible person in this what is supposed to be called a home.

having to work 24/7, pay the bills, and give my money to my slutty money greedy mother so she don't kick me out and having to take care of my 14 year old sister and make sure that she lives the most best life because i didn't get that is getting tiring but i keep going just for her.

and right now i'm with her at the mall paying the nice big check she just spent on clothes and the newest Phone but i don't care as long as she's happy i'm happy anyways i pay and we leave.

on our way home she tells me everything and we talk and laugh because i'm pretty sure she is the only reason i'm sane right now and she deserves the world because of it.

i walk inside and the first thing i here is my mother moaning so i quickly check to see if my little sister Ashley heard it but since she's grabbing her bags out the car i'm guessing she didn't here it so i run to the tv and turn music on full volume.

once she gets inside she looks at me so lost and i just smile at her and start dancing to play it off and she shakes her head then walks up to our room laughing a little.

i'm so glad that worked.

and what the fuck is wrong with her why would she be doing that loud as fuck in a house that holds her innocent children.

i walk up stairs and bang on her door as loud as i can and the moaning stops so i walk away to Ashley's room.

i knock on the door then walk in "ash" she looks up from her phone to me "hey what's up" she says smiling at me and i smile back.

"when ever your done with putting away your stuff pack a bag and come to my door" i say and she makes a confused face "alrighty wait but why" i walk to her "because i don't want you in the same house as mom like i never do so before i go back to work in like 2 hours imma drop you off at Lana's house" she nods and i walk back to my room.

Lana is her baby sitter and she is true best savior ever, she lives by her self, is 43 and thinks of Ashley as a daughter so personal to that she understands the situation i'm in so she doesn't charge me.

walking out the bathroom that is connected to my room as i just got out the shower i here a little knock and Ashley walks in the room with her bag and fear in her eyes.

i rush to her with a towel on me and all "what's wrong" i say putting my hands on her shoulder "Moms boyfriend or what ever he is to her told me to come to him and i got scared so i ran to you" i hug her knowing how she hates being around men or even boys.

"see this is why i don't leave you home alone and for now you will be staying in my room meaning when i get back from work and pick you up i'll move your clothes to my room" she nodded.

after i got dressed we went to walk out the room and there he was standing my mothers boyfriend drunker then ever "hi pretty girls who wants to cuddle me" he says trying to push the door open but i pull out my knife "touch me or come any close to me or my sister and i will slit your throat so i suggest you go to my mothers room and get the fuck away from me now" he looks me in the eyes and sees my pure anger and runs to her room.

see here's the thing i have anger issues and doctors have offered me medicine for it but i never took it because i like my demons and i personally love when people can see it.

we walk out the room and i lock my door lock with my key and put my bolt lock on because i do not trust my mother or boyfriend so i have more then 1 lock.

after i dropped Ashley off and say goodbye, i make my way to work calming knowing that Ashley is safe.