The devil herself

At peace

I woke up to a nice bright start with the sun beaming through the cabin light with warmness and delight.

The rise of this evening was calming and none pressuring with no stress today even though he was still stuck in the back of my mind.

Me and Ashley found ourselves in the kitchen around the same time "I think I like it here better" Ashley stated "me to" I said as I walked over to the stove with eggs in hand.

We ate our food and laid around to house reading and talking about books even thought I felt a little bit off like guilt.

I feel so free and relaxed here, I feel like I can do anything and I feel like I can just breath maybe I needed this more then I thought I needed.

I will surely go back...when I feel like I can handle it again even though I didn't do to good at that the last time lol.

I get out my thoughts as I realize Ashley is talking to me about the book we both read and switched because we were kinda going low on books but that wouldn't be to much of a problem because there is a library about 2 miles away.

I mean we would still have books if we weren't fast readers but me and Ashley love to read and i most definitely love to write as well because it's really the only thing i had to do on my spare time when I was 14 and lower.

I wonder how mother is doing? I really wish she wasn't like that especially around ashley she could at least be a mom to her but old habits never die.

"Ashley how many books do we have left" i ask getting of the couch and out of my head so end up breaking down where ashley could hear me "uhhh 1" i pause and my eyes widen "oh... well I'm going to walk to the book store if you want to go with me" suddenly she jumps up "yes I want to go with you jeez i been waiting to get out of this house since we got here" i giggle at her eagerness to get outside.

We get ready putting something on to make us look unnoticeable along with a hood to cover our heads and a mask to cover at least half of our faces.

While we're walking i debate on rather getting hair dye or not because I mean I really have wanted to dye my hair red and this is like the perfect time to dye my hair considering it would help people not recognize me but, wouldn't people expect that from someone who ran away? You know cause so many people did it in movies and books? I mean if there's a convenient store near by the book store I might consider it more.

I don't know at this point I'm so confused as to what I want to do with my self but either way I need to figure it out quick.

Before I know it we are in the book store I must have really been stuck in my thoughts because that felt like a very quick 35 minute walk.

We get the books we want and cash out then once we go outside I look around and see a drug store right next to it "ash let's go to the drug store real quick I want to get hair dye" she nods and we walk over to the store "hey luna can I dye my hair to? I mean I am 14 after all and you started dying your hair at 13" she pleads "yeah sure just not a very vibrant out of place color" she jumps up and down excited "thank youuuu" i chuckle at her excited self.

I decided to go for a black with white strips in it like a...this is gonna be a terrible example but a skunk style but to where it almost looks grey and Ashley went for a burgundy red color it was actually so pretty.

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We're back home and I'm guessing it's around 6:00 to 6:30 because of the beautiful sun set that perfects the sky and makes life feel so warm, I love watch the sun set just like I love watching the stars and moon I mean my name is luna.

I feel as though the moon represents how there can be light in the darkest nights even if it ain't bright you can still have that small guide to lead you right and the sit set represents how you spent this day that you where prized with and never know if you have another tomorrow so find the beauty in what you now while you have it.

Me and Ashley go straight to the bathroom to do her hair cause mine if gonna take some time so we're gonna do hers first.

We put the hair dye in her light brown hair and wrap a bag around her head so that the dye can have some heat to really dye her hair then i start to move on to my hair starting off with dying it all back then bleaching the strands that I want to be bleached.

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We both get done with our hair and now laying in our beds reading cause we couldn't really sleep... well I couldn't on the other hand ashley had to book right on top of her face snoring the night away.

I fixed her up, put a book mark in her book and wrapped her in blankets cause it's kinda cold in here, then made my way to my bed, laying down thinking...