Part-21

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Teja and karan completed their breakfast talking normally about their shoots and all. Teja tried to get up from table but karan stoped her and she knew now he will try to bring the topic which she don't want to talk about at all. She sorted herself in night and she will surely work on that from today only but talking to karan will not help her out in anyway. She just don't want that topic its like done and dusted for her and the lesson leart from that which is important for her.

Karan put the plate on side and pulled teja towards him and took her in his arms and went towards couch and sat their keeping teja in his lap and teja both legs on either side of karan waist.

Their postion-

"Baby we need to talk

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"Baby we need to talk......." Karan said seriouly looking at teja eyes.

" No we need to have fun......." Saying this teja leaned down and captured his lips for a soft kiss. Karan also responded as he knew if he will not she will get irritated.

After lack of breathe they parted and karan just hugged her tightly. Teja also tighten her grip in karan neck. He slowly rub her back knowing she is thinking way too much. He slowly parted the hug and looked directly into her eyes.

" I am sorry mera baby....... i know i did mistake and i am ready for any punishment but plz forgive me...... i will never repeat this i promise. Yesterday we did not get any time coz of which i could not tell uh and on other hand umar was forcing me too much to join the party...... i was confused and even i refused to him to go without uh but he is not at all ready to listen. Till morning also i was not decided but then eventually i needed to go. And for lying i am really really sorry. I just thought uh would get hurt and i will not be there in front of uh to hug and kiss uh and comfort uh that no one is more important to uh........ i was scared what if uh again get hurt and will shut me down which uh did. But i know i should not have done that. I am sorry laddoo for hurting uh and for lying to uh plz forgive me........" Karan said looking at teja eyes with bit teary eyes as he was really guilt of the mistake he did. Teja just hugged him tightly knowing he needed this. He needed assurance from her that she forgive him.

" Shh..... calm down. Don't cry. Its ohk. Its absolutely ohk....... i am not angry at uh at all. Yaa i was but not anymore. I know we did not get anytime thats why uh could not tell me and its perfectly fine. Bs uh should not lied to me sunny. I know uh must have thought to not hurt me but eventually i get n baby by knowing things from other. But its ohk now don't repeat it and dare uh include uncle aunty next time i will beat the shit out of uh...... now come on cheer up.....and i am also very sorry to shut uh down coz of my anger.........." Teja said parting hug and kissing his forehead.

" Its ohk..... but next time don't uh dare go to late night drive that too alone..... and also don't drive when uh are angry......." he said her sternly coz her pulling this stunt had take the shit out of him.

" Ohk sorry i won't do it again......." She said making a cute pout.

" Now tell me??......." Karan asked raising his brows.

" What??..... what to tell uh??......." Teja asked frowning not knowing what he is asking.

" What stupid and baseless reason uh gave to your little head to think like i have done nothing wrong lying to uh??......" karan asked taking her hands on him.

" I never said uh did nothing wrong lying..... uh did wrong by lying to me which i hate......." teja said making a stern face.

" Ohk then let me correct my statement..... what baseless reason uh gave to your head to forgive me so easily knowing uh hate when people lie to uh...... and how come uh became this normal too early......." karan said maintaining the eyes contact.

" Nothing specific...... i knew your intentions was never to hurt me and so uh did lie..... and also uh did not get time to inform me thats all........" Teja said half truth seeing directly into his eyes to coverup the other pain going on her heart. She don't want karan to know that. But karan knew she is hiding something.

" ohk justified but this is half truth..... i want full truth teju..... what did your this little head thought in all this while and uh have my swear don't try to even think hiding anything from me....... now i can also read uh very well......" Karan said and teja immediately looked opposite direction to avoid eye contact as how come he can read her like this. Is she also became so transparent in front of him that by just looking at her he knew she was hiding something. Karan touched his chin and turned her face to look at him direct in his eyes and raised his brows to tell he is all ears and waiting for her to speak.

" Am i not trustworthy sunny??......." Teja said in a low voice that can only be heard by karan as she just hummed it.

" Hunn?? Who said uh this??..... teja who said uh are not trustworthy??......" karan said in a confusion and sat alert to know what all must have she thought.

" No one..... i just feel i am not trustworthy as a person thats why uh lied to me...... i think i am way too much suffocating uh in this relation that uh can't even take your own decision and need to always think about me first...... i think i am really insecure as a person thats why uh thought i will get hurt knowing uh will go to attend shamita bday......trust me sunny its not your fault at all uh make me way too much secure its me.... its me who have fault. Its me who need to change. Its me who need to look after things from others perspective as well........ i think i am way too much possisive for uh which eventually lead to taking your freedom from uh....... i did this before also i used to suffocate people in name of love and at they just think its cool but no its not....... i know i have temper issues and i promise to look after that...... i will not get angry on little things.....  i will not shut the world out when i am angry..... i will try every thing to change myself and become better person for uh and your family........ but just never leave me.......... i will die without uh.........." Teja said sobbing badly just at the thought of loosing him as she don't understand other people and is not trustworthy as a person. She thinks people don't trust her thats why they lie to her and don't think her as a capable person to share their real truth.

Karan just hugged her tightly listning her. He never thought that his one lie to her will shatter her like this. He never thought from her perspective yes she was right any one would feel that the he/she is not trustworthy thats why people hide truth and lie on their faces. He never in his dream ever thought that this girl will think so much. She started doubting her personailty thats something is missing in her. No man she is just perfect. The way she is scared to loose him that speaks volume. The way she is ready to be all a better and changed version of herself just to not make karan and his family go away speaks how much she loves them. The person who lives all alone this 17 years and never think to tell her problems to anyone and remain all by herself to protect her brother shows how much extend she can go to protect her people. Now also to protect karan and his family for her own anger she just keep all by herself and decided to change her. He also had tears in his eyes thinking how much his just one action had this impact on her that she just started doubting herself. He calm him down before calming teja as to make her understand things is imporant. She don't have people before to make her understand things but now he will make her life now she is perfect how she is. He will make sure to tell her that she does not want to change she is just perfect.

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