Hellish Heaven Team

1.Coming back to life

[Don't you ever come back again!!!]

This was his heartwarming farewell from the infinite flow world named Abyss, The Abyss creator lost 20 core worlds in his hands and went mad, they had a 'friendly' conversation and the two sat down to talk about life. But it seems that later he contracted 10 Main Worlds and 'took' away many secret codes that caused the Abyss to Malfunction and The Abyss creator 'happily' sent him away with all his 'Goods'.

Sometime later.

Si Zexi opened his eyes in displeasure cause he heard loud sobbing and mourning near his lovely ears.

As he opened his eyes, he saw a familiar face that was dusty in his memory. This is his University roommate, Luo Xia, He is a cute-looking boy with a baby face and soft dimpled cheeks, large innocent eyes, and that milky skin with milky fragrance...this is their dormitory's baby boy.

"Ahh!! XiXi opened his eyes!! He is alive!! Wah! I missed you so much, XiXi!! Don't leave me!!"

Si Zexi:...

He blinked his enchanting eyes and smiled.

"Baby Xia, Daddy is alive."

Luo Xia don't know why but he felt a chill climb up his spine, he shivered badly and his innocent eyes became alert he looked all over the dormitory but except for him and his three roommates, no one else was found.

"I...Why do I feel scary??"

Si Zexi smirked when he heard Luo Xia's mumbling, but he also sat up and found a white delicate hand sending him a glass of water.

He followed the hand and met another beautiful familiar face. His second roommate, the beauty of their department, Xu Jun, is different from baby boy Luo Xia, He had merry and gentle eyes, a delicate jawline, fair skin, and his lips had a small but loving smile which totally created a Gentlemanly aura.

A low and soft voice entered his ears.

"Xiao Xi, How are you feeling now? Is your head hurting? how about going to the infirmary? I say that you feel so bad how can you be not hurt at all?"

And their Gentleman had a mother hen disease known to his friends only.

Luo Xia also woke up from his daydreaming and nodded.

"Xixi, brother Jun is right, Let's go and do a check-up."

Si Zexi looked at Luo Xia and smiled with a warning, Luo Xia smirked and looked away.

Xu Jun was still worried and grabbed Si Zexi and checked his forehead.

"...You...are burning hot! Xiao Xia, Xiao Ning come and help me send him to the infirmary!"

Lin Ning who was dozing up till now stood up to Xu Jun's voice, Si Zexi glanced at him and sighed, Another familiar face dusty in his memory, His third roommate, The Lazy and arrogant Prince of their dormitory, Lin Ning. He is a second generation Young Master with money and love from family, they became friends...well they fought and Si Zexi beat him to dust and he became his fanboy.

Lin Ning looked different from both Luo Xia and Xu Jun, He had keen and bright eyes, a Clean jawline, flawless skin, and a lazy smile.

His voice was young and carefree.

"Brother Jun, You are worrying too much, Xixi is looking at us, smiling at us, and even waving his punch at me so much, Don't you see how energetic he looks?"

Si Zexi felt..saved!

But Xu Jun didn't let him go and his stubborn temper made Si Zexi go to the infirmary and live there for the whole afternoon before he could climb back on his bed in the dormitory and even had to drink a suspicious white liquid that was milky sweet.

After closing his eyes he remembered all the past he had tried to forget in his life.

He, Si Zexi was an orphan and learned various survival skills from a young age and knew how to judge a person, He also knew that he was an extremely talented and extremely good memory and he used it to get into the best high school and then in the best S University but life might have been a bit too smooth that the best friend he made from his middle school Su Hai was actually a jealous and cheap person.

It was the third semester in his University when Su Hai first tricked him, He made him go to a restaurant for a blind date, He was gay and he knew found it at University but the coincidence was that Luo Xia, Lin Ning, and Xu Jun were also gay and the four had a great friendship and wanted to try exciting things, Su hai was disgusted with his sexual orientation but he pretended to accept him as he is and this disguise of Su Hai made the previous life Si Zexi extremely happy and he emotionally also took Su Hai as his family but the result of this trust was a gang rape.

Su Hai wanted to become an actor and a famous one too and he made a deal with a director, he took the previous life Si Zexi with his three roommates to a restaurant to eat and even mixed some drugs in the food, later they were unprepared and the four were raped by multiple men for 3 nights, After that night Luo Xia committed suicide as his family found out his scandal and his fiance humiliated him in front of his classmates, making him a joke in the campus, The night when Luo Xia committed suicide Xu Jun's mental barrier also broke and he had a heart attack that night which took his life.

Lin Ning became mad and was sent to an asylum by his step-brother while Si Zexi had to live life with extreme hatred and disgust, he had nightmares every night where he saw the scene of rape, the bloody body of Luo Xia, and the scene of Xu Jun closing his eyes in the hospital bed. The helplessness and rage made him grow twisted and after 3 years apocalypse came, In the apocalypse, he was like a fish in water.

He vented his feelings by killing Zombies, mutants, or ugly humans, that was the start of where he became the devil but he was given love in apocalypse by a sweet man, he was gentle with him and gave him love and care, Si Zexi would lie if he says that he wasn't moved, and he accepted the man, but the man didn't touch him as he knew his problems with physical touch but cared for him in other ways like making him food and cleaning his room, etc,

Yet he was thrown by that same man into a pit of Zombies, just so that man could save his sister, not a real sister but just a sister in name too. He looked at the teammates who hesitated to save him and the man who he trusted after a long time and then his mind-sanity broke the limit line.

Betrayal by a friend, betrayal by a lover, and betrayal by teammates. How could he remain sane?

After becoming Zombie he wasn't mindless but he couldn't control his hunger for flesh and whenever his body ate human flesh he vomited, and his anorexia developed from here for a lifetime.

Si Zexi was later pulled into Abyss's dimension by that bastard creator but he is also thankful to him a lot. He let go of his hatred and even his personality got a bit cheerful because of the people in Abyss as those people all wanted to survive and nothing else could stop them.

But his diseases didn't heal with time but they became worse like his insomnia, his anorexia, and His carnophobia though it was slightly better it was not much better too and he developed PTSD which led to his constant nightmares and bad mood.

Si Zexi opened his eyes and looked at his three friends alive and well. He knew what will happen in the future and he also knew what to do in that future, He smiled and closed his eyes to rest.