I get in Andy's car and drive off. I then arrive at the apartment. I still see Andy asleep. I feel so exhausted. I never expected any of this to happen. I take my clothes off to shower. Damn. Theres blood on my clothes. It's fine. I'll just throw them away. I go shower to remove the blood. After I shower I fall asleep on my bed. I wake up and Andy's gone. Oh fuck. I text him asking where he went. He responds saying he went home. Maybe i'm just paranoid. Anyway, I wash my face and brush my teeth. I have nothing to do so I just sit down and turn on the TV. I turn on the TV and the news was the first thing to show up. Damn there was a dead body found somewhere else in Seattle. Thats scary that could've been me. "Breaking news last night two individuals have gone missing. One being 28 year old Chuck Goldman and the Second being 18 year old Vanessa Perez. If you see any of these individuals please call 911." It then went to Vanessa's parents crying. I felt bad. A little bit but It felt so good. It was like masturbating for the first time. You're in shock and nervous but damn it felt good. Is that normal, am I not normal? Maybe more people would do it if it wasn't illegal. We have the dude from the news for example. I don't know him but he could be the same as me. Anyway it's almost time for me to clock in to work.
