My Alpha (Jikook au)

Aftermath

(Sehun pov)

"FUCK!" I punch a wall.

"Sehun hyung!" I turned and saw that Baekhyung had followed me upstairs.

"Go away," I said walking away from him.

"Sehun-" he followed behind me. "Please calm down." I went into my room, however, before I could shut the door Baekhyun found a way to slip in.

"Did you just tell me to calm down?" 

"I-I--"

"Baekhyun, not to be rude but HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO CALM DOWN?!!!" I saw him jump. His eyes look scared, sad....an emotion that I didn't know. I let out a deep sigh, before sitting down on the edge of my bed. "Sorry."

"Uh...i-it's fine."

"It's not fine," I said looking up at him and meeting his eyes. "I yelled and scared you, didn't I?"

"Yeah but, I can understand why you're mad," he said sitting down next to me. "Daniel and you have been friends for years, not only did he lie to you and betray your trust but he also did something unbelievably horrible to his own brother." I couldn't help but let out another frustrated deep sigh. 

"I-I...I just can't understand how Daniel...could do something like that?! How could he sell Jimin off as if it was nothing?! How could he be so DAMN IRRESPONSIBLE?!" I felt myself getting mad again, I wanted to kill him! Beat him until he was dead for doing such a thing, I wanted to stomp on him--

"Sehun..." I felt Baekhyung tug on my shirt. Looking at him is when I realized I had accidentally released my pheromones. 

"Shit, I'm sorry." I quickly retracted my scent. "I'm not usually like this when I'm mad..." I flop back on my bed and stared at the ceiling. 

"You hardly ever get mad...you're always so cool and calm."

"Yeah?" I smirk a little looking back at him

"Yeah." Baekhyun lay next to me. "You won't crack easily under pressure...at least I don't think so." he seemed a little nervous, well must be because I scared him.

"Family is everything to me." I stared back up at the ceiling. "I never had one, a family, until I met Lisa and later Jimin and Daniel. I don't know who my father is and from what little memories that I remember about my mother, she was a drunk. She left me at an orphanage and not a good one. She just dragged me there and left me alone without so much as a glance. That orphanage was horrible, they'd beat us all day and night, and some of the kids there weren't any better than our "caregivers". One day I just decided that I'd be better on my own, so I just left. I guess it's because I know what it's like to have no one, that's why family is especially important to me." I said looking at him for a second before back at the ceiling. "What Daniel did...it pisses me off. It makes me so sick I feel like I could vomit, preferably on him. He's no better than my mother and certainly no better than those sons of bitches at that orphanage who hurt us. They made us feel like we were their property, their punching bags. They taught us that it was our fault that we were abandoned in the first place. What Daniel did to Jimin is something those fuckers would have done."

"I know...you wanna beat him and kill him, and trust me...I do too." I look over at Baekhyun as he stares at the ceiling. "There's no amount of explaining that he could do to even justify why he did this, however, Jimin should get to decide his brother's fate. Even if he decides to keep in contact with that ass-I mean his brother--" I couldn't help but smirk a little at that part. " It's still---" Baekhyun turns to look at me. "---Jimin's choice. We have to respect that. No matter how hard it is to resist not knocking that fucker's teeth out and throwing him down a flight of stairs." I couldn't help but chuckle a bit at that last part and neither could he. After a while we just laid there, not saying anything, looking up at my bedroom ceiling. Baekhyung let out a yawn.