Jealousy

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Tommy always liked Ranboo but when he saw the relationship between Ranboo and Billzo he felt like he didn't have a chance and that he is nothing compare to Bill.

TW! Swearing [Censored]

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3rd Person POV

Tommy hasn't been streaming for 2 weeks,
He haven't talked to anyone since he noticed the close relationship between Ranboo and Billzo, He didn't know how to feel so he isolated himself from everyone for awhile.

Right now he is laying on his bead listening to spotify staring at the ceiling. He wasn't sure on how to feel but he didn't care, he needed to stay away from everyone

Tommy POV

I layed down on my bed listening to 'Dark Red' by Steve Lacy
I stared at the ceiling, I didn't really know what to do or feel.
I just..eh-, I guess I am a bit jealous of Bill and Ranboo's relationship

I flirt with Ranboo most of the time, that give hints that I like him? He would never like me back

I am not funny,kind,pretty or smart like him, I am an annoying child, he would never like me if Bill is there, I bet he would even choose him over me

While burried into my thoughts my spotify music stopped.
I grabbed my phone and saw Wilbur calling, I didn't really wanted to talk to someone but it's Wil. I picked it up and-
"TOMMY." Was the first thing I've heared from someone

"He-" I cleared my throat "Hey what's up?"

"I have been calling you for multiple times" He said, "Sorry." I said quietly, "Nevermind that, you've been off for a long time what's wrong with you?" He asked.

"Haven't I told you guys? I am going through something right no-"
"Bullsh!t,Tommy. We know that, tell me what's wrong" He interrupted

I sighed.. "Wil, is it okay for me to like my bestfriend?" Am I really gonna tell him everyhing? I don't know.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner? So who's the lucky lady?" He said lighting up, I don't know what to tell him, what if he judges me.

"Wilbur that's my problem! He's not a woman" I didn't tell him it's Ranboo

An akward silence was forming in the call,
I should't have said that.

"Hey are you there? I'm not saying that it's weird but what exactly is the problem there, hm?"

"I-uhm.. I really don't know." I actually don't "It's like I'm ruining myself" I felt embarrased

"How is this ruining you?"I swear to god, if he's here beside me I would punch the absolute sh!t out of him.

I thought for awhile, "It's just that i'm not meant to fall inlove with-.. A guy" I almost said Ranboo for sec "I don't think so Tommy, people can change and that's completely okay" Wilbur tried to comfort me "Yeah..I know that but-. Nevermind" I instantly remembered Bill

"Okay,..Just to let you know, I am always here whenever you need something." He said

"Thank you Wil."

"No problem Tom" "You really are like a big brother to me"
"Don't say that, I will cry" I giggled

"Okay goodbye Wil, I will stream soon don't worry" I said
He hummed "Goodbye gremlin" He chuckled,

I smiled and ended the call,
I put my phone aside and stared at the ceiling

I should move on.

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[Time skip while streaming]

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