This Chapter Contains: Collars, Subspace, Heavy Angst, Heavy Anxiety, A different ship, Obsessive behavior (Katsuki), Time skip, Katsuki not taking care of himself, Cheating.
I have multiple mental illnesses so I will not do anything for Katsuki that involves that, The only thing I will give Katsuki is Anxiety because that is very common and I have struggled with self harm so I will not be doing that. Please don't be sick and try to request it.
Also sorry I didn't clarify this before, Unless I say otherwise the writing is almost always going to be in Katsuki's thoughts. Not mine, I love Katsuki but I feel like in this situation he would be like talking bad to himself.
Also I must clarify the bakusquad is not a thing in this, Katsuki was only friends with Kirishima. No one else so that's why I will be writing like he doesn't know them because in this he really doesn't.
Word Count: 1342
..................................................................................Katsuki didn't want to go to class the next morning, He didn't want to see izuku. He didn't want anyone seeing him. The under of his eyes were red from crying and he was supposed to be strong, tough. That was a bad thing... Katsuki knew it.
He just got up and got dressed, sliding his boots on and grabbing his bag and phone. He went to class and went over to his seat. Even though izuku and Shoto were across the room, He could see their desks. Izuku was sitting there with red under his eyes like Katsuki, Maybe Katsuki shouldn't be seeing that as a good thing but if izuku was crying about their break up maybe they would get back together. But then his gaze reached Shoto. He was wearing a collar like Katsuki had been except his didn't have a tag and it was white. No maybe izuku just needed someone like how Katsuki was with Kirishima. It can't be a relationship. He was going to get izuku back. Please... Be platonic, Sexual just not Romantic. Katsuki didn't like the idea of izuku wanting someone else in a sexual way but it was better than it being romantic. If it was romantic then Katsuki had a low chance of getting izuku back.
Katsuki was snapped out of his thoughts by a boy standing in front of his seat. He looked at the classmate it was, Denki Kaminari. Katsuki had noticed him before but that was during training. He gained his words, not wanting to stutter. "Hello?". Denki smiled at the ash blond haired male. "Hi, I'm Denki, sorry for the sudden approach. I was just wondering if you were alright".
Katsuki nodded. "I'm fine". He had to think about the boy's name but it came to my mind. "So what do you want Denki?". "Well you seem a bit lonely so I was wondering if you'd like to be friends?".
Katsuki nodded. "Yeah I'd like that". Denki smiled. "Great". He chuckled slightly and took a paper out of his pocket. "here's my number". He said before walking back to his seat. The ash blond put the paper in his bag before waiting for class to start.
After their classes, Katsuki went to his dorm, Added Denki's number to his contacts before setting off to izuku's dorm. He saw the door cracked so he knocked before opening it. The sight made him want to stop breathing. Shoto was on Izuku's lap. No...it could still be platonic or sexual. "Can I talk to you?". Izuku nodded. "I'll come to your dorm later Sho-chan". ...he even has a nickname for him. Shoto left and Katsuki went and sat next to Izuku. "Can't we talk about this? We don't have to break up, I'm sorry I'll never do it again". Katsuki blurted out. Izuku had a bit of a blank expression. "Kacchan I'm sorry but I think we need to take a break". Katsuki thought that he could stop breathing, He wasn't getting izuku back. He didn't even realize he started crying until izuku hugged him. "we'll always be friends Kacchan". Katsuki didn't like that, He pushed izuku off of him. "No, I don't want to be friends with you. If I can't have you then I don't want anything else". And with that Katsuki left izuku's dorm.
Katsuki ran to his dorm and locked the door behind him. Shit why did he do that, he could have been friends with izuku. Regain their bond then izuku might want to shorten the break. How long would this stay a break? If he was mean to izuku then Izuku wouldn't want a break and would just want them to be over forever.
The ash blond decided then and there that he was going to have to hide his anger issues from the greenette. And if he couldn't have him then no one could.
It had been a few weeks and izuku and Shoto started dating and Katsuki had to just watch. He couldn't do anything, They were on a break but maybe izuku would realize he wanted Katsuki not Shoto.
Katsuki stuck to the idea if he couldn't have izuku then no one could. He tormented Shoto almost everyday. It was wrong but he was dating the love of Katsuki's life. He'd never been in a relationship except the relationship he had with izuku. His only and first love. Katsuki saw Shoto in the common room kitchen, alone. The ash blond cornered the half n half male against a counter. "Listen to me Icyhot, Izuku is mine, You won't last long. We may be on a break but I know that he still loves me". He backed off the male before saying one last thing that he knew would get to Shoto. "He probably pictures me when he's with you". And with that Katsuki left and went back to his dorm.
He felt bad for tormenting Shoto but he was in love with Izuku and Shoto was taking him away. Maybe Katsuki was obsessed with izuku but izuku was okay with that and that's the only thing that mattered. It's not like Katsuki was doing anything illegal. He was just claiming what was his and when izuku was with him that's what the greenette did so why was it so wrong when he did it? Well yes izuku wasn't hurting anyone and Katsuki was tormenting Shoto but who cares, Certainly not Katsuki well maybe a bit but he would stop as soon as izuku was back with him.
Now it was a month since izuku and Katsuki went on break.
Katsuki still tormented Shoto everyday but today, He didn't feel bad for it at all. Katsuki had gone to the common room and what he saw made him want to kill Shoto. He was kissing Kirishima. (Btw I love Kiritodo) How could he cheat on izuku? Maybe this is how Katsuki could get izuku back. He quickly took his phone out of his pocket and snapped a picture. He sent it to izuku anonymously before heading off to his dorm.
About 30 minutes later
Katsuki heard a knock on his door, he opened the door and was met by a teary eyed izuku. "What's wrong Zuku?". Katsuki knew exactly what was wrong but he couldn't let izuku know that. "I'm sorry Kacchan I just didn't know who else to go to". Katsuki nodded and took izuku's hand, closing the door. He brought izuku over to his bed and sat down, allowing the male to cry into his shoulder.
After a few minutes izuku finally said something. "Shoto cheated on me Kacchan". The sound of izuku's voice made Katsuki want to break, He sounded so hurt but Katsuki would comfort him and soon he would forget all about Shoto. well that was Katsuki's plan.
Izuku and Katsuki ended up just talking and the night resulted in, Katsuki cuddling with izuku. They weren't back together but maybe this was close. Katsuki couldn't help but feel happy that izuku was back in his arms.
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